What I did today was the following: I left work at around 11:30 am and headed to the near by mall and went to Bulk Barrel. I bought 3 kinds of chocolate. I paid about 12 dollars and left. I locked my self in my office again at work and kept eating non stop until [...]
I was asked the other day if I had any dreams, but what can a person like me dream of? A person like me has many dreams, and I don’t have one dream only. Mine is sequential and one dream would lead to the other. That’s how I measure dreams for me. I think it [...]
Well, from all the craziness in my life, do I feel soft and need of company? I guess I have been alone for so long, that it is nice to talk to someone and get them engaged in your conversation. I don’t know if I will ever find anyone who cares and wants to be [...]
I tried many times to see what others are seeing, but what do I know? I am exactly what others think I am, but I am in denial or cannot see it. I didn’t have to try so hard. I managed to brush the thought away, and I tried many times to make them believe, [...]
I usually don’t like writing from work, but it is lunch so what the heck? I am confused and lost in my own doing. I don’t really know how to express it in a way that is not too personal, although it is my blog, but I feel I need to refrain from being loud [...]
Yesterday, I decided I was in dire need of a new pair of black work dress shoes. Nothing fancy, closed front, and not extremely high. They are just typical shoes! Anyways, I went to many shoe stores at the mall, because it seems that spring has somehow dissipated and hello summer! I didn’t want sandals [...]
A lot of people asked me why I decided to go with a simple theme and leave my dark rebellious theme to a thing of the past. I don’t know. Maybe it makes me feel better? I feel less rowdy. I felt like I was holding to some expectation of what others thought I was. [...]