I never listen..
I guess I don’t. I was told this I think 10 times in the past 2 days by 3 different people. I guess I don’t. I don’t know why. I just have to reply back and disagree. But in reality I do agree but I don’t like to be the weakest link just sitting there being screamed at. I donno. Maybe I have a sucky life and that’s why no one likes me. Oh well. No need to cry and no need to be sad. I can’t change how I am. It’s too late now. I am old and just stubborn. Eh.. I guess I will spend the rest of my life shopping and working as a looser programmer. That’s what I do best.
Aah.. maybe I should be like those arabic girls who listen to music and watch TV all day.. and chat with strangers on yahoo messenger or msn.. Oh wait. I used to be like that. Why did I change? Oh yah.. I ended up liking someone and then he left me..
My life sucks. I want to go to sleep now.



