Lost words
I was looking through my things. Trying to find a small notebook or something to write on. So I found an old notebook. I opened and it had poems in it. I read through them. And I didnt even know it was mine. I read them and I was suprised that I felt like I was reading them for the first time. It is like reading something I never seen b4. Then I sat there trying to understand and remember why I wrote such things. And I have no recollection. After reading them twice. I sat there and wondered has my life changed. My way of thinking. I read it. And I was like. That’s true. Life has not changed. It is the same words. Same meanings. I remember that notebook from highschool. Probably 1998 or 1997. Such a long time ago. And from then till now. Same way of thinking. I have not changed and I don’t think I ever will. It’s amazing. Who ever said people change it’s all a bunch of bull. People don’t change at all. You can never change. People are the way the are forever. From the day they are born till they die.




I completly agree with you. And what about ‘learn from expeiience’. Do you think that we can learn from it.
You can learn anything you want. You cannot live your life always wondering “can I?” “Should I?” “Would I?”
For my case. I don’t think I will ever learn. Maybe just grow up to face reality. Nothing more.