I’m not feeling well and I don’t feel like writing anything or saying anything. Just awful day. I think I am loosing my mind. Sooner or later I will loose everything. I’m just not meant to be living this type of life. I need a long vacation. My dream is to go to Hawaii. That is my dream. At least before I die that is. To go there. In this far away island in the middle of the ocean.

planning to go to hawaii right after i got my scholor ship to UTah Utes for football and planning to go to the pros see yah there.