Tedious Day..

Yep it was. Let me start with last night. I was not really in a good mood. I went into my bad moody hours. I hate it. I think I have a problem. It happens out of no where. Those bad bad moods just hit me and makes me depressed. I am out of it now. I woke up at 7:03.. Yes I remember the time because I do have a radio alarm clock and yes. It is loud. I kept hearing two people talking then I realized the radio was on and said that today would be a nice sunny day. And tomorrow or this weekend we shall see snow again. So I woke up. When I looked at my self in the mirror I looked like shit. My eyes were puffy red and I had red red lines around my cheeks and my nose. It was disgusting. I don’t usually wear heavy makeup. But today was the first day to cover the crap that was on my face. I hurried to catch the bus at 7:30 and got my ass into work at 8 am. I am so tired till now. But I did so much work. I am happy. Although I took 2 hours out for lunch at Wonder Sushi with my friend.. (Have not seen here for a while!) Yaay sushi! hehe.. Anyways.. She is getting engaged in May. To a guy she met in England where she was doing her masters. Lucky her. She found someone who actually likes her back. Not like me. Still wondering how stupid I am liking someone who never liked me back for 4 years. I am dumb aren’t I sometimes? Anyways. I am so tired till now. My eyes are actually hurting me. I don’t sleep much at night. I need to buy sleeping pills or I will be too doozy and unproductive at work. Although as I keep being told I am making everyone else look bad cuz I do my work on time and always working.. Well duh.. I get paid well to work. Ya3ny what else am I suppose to do. Come to work to play. Holy. Some people are just aah.. No word to describe stupidity then stupidity it self. Anyways.. I wrote a lot today cuz I am tired and I had to vent…

Angry