Wondering..
I been wondering lately what I will do with my life. How things will be 5 years from now. I am not sure where life will take me. Will I live till tomorrow? .. I am not sure about anything anymore. A person always makes plans and tries to see the brighter side of life all the time, but isn’t reality worse? I remember when I was little I was always told that and warned that growing up is not fun.. You know. To think about it. My childhood was not all that. It was ok and normal. Nothing special. My teen life was the worse.. I hated highschool! And University was even more worse because I met the most two faced people on earth. No one is real! Everyone was self centred.
So I think maybe 10 years from now my luck will change and everything may be better! I want to be optimistic about these things. I am hoping that I would be married by then, but I doubt my brain will accept the fact that I still love someone but I doubt he will ever like me again. I don’t know what to do and how long it will take for me to move on with my life. I feel stuck in a valley surrounded by mountains that need super natural powers to let me free! Who knows… I can only hope right?
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The life teaches to have hopes day by day.. You don’t discourage! Never! Continues its way…you will see.. The life will give true happiness for you… believes!
hehehe.. thanks for your kind words!! i hope so.. and i hope yo have a nice future too!!
So young to be so intospective. Life deals us cards..good ones and bad ones..it’s the hand we make with what we are dealt that dictates the outcome. And just remember, after every bad hand, there are New and Fresh cards dealt. Never dwell on the past…always look forward. One day you will get the four aces..LOVE, SUCCESS, HEALTH, and CONTENTMENT!!
You know, no one can tell what will happen next in someones life. But there is definiteley more then just hoping, you could do. Most of it just lies in your hand, in Germany we have a saying “God helps those who helps themselves”. I think this is most true. He will comfort you if you are down, but he won’t drag you above the mountains,you have to do it by yourself. He will only grant you the power to do so. By the way, you won’t have to fly out of your valley above the mountains, sometimes it is better to dig a tunnel.
Well, to leave this mystical crap aside, life follows on simple rules, this is the experience I made yet. Be good and life will treat you best. So don’t worry, smile and think positive.
You know, after loving a girl for now almost 11 years, when she left me I fell in a very deep, dark hole. I never thought I could experince love again, I didn’t think I ever would be capable of even feel something nice. You know what? Slowly I heal and the tears becoming less… I wish that to you, that your heart will open soon to you and to someone who deserves you. So far by now, have a great day, Mona.
Yes Mona, heart-ache and doubt are something we all have in common. You prolly already know this, but if he makes you miserable by not being there, imagine how much more miserable he could make you down the road. Thats what I tell myself, to look past the sides of the guy that make me love him…love him for what he brought to your life, and recognize his flaws, which allowed him to let go of a good thing. He clearly does not believe he deserves you, and so you do not deserve misery. And going thru this experience will only help you truly appreciate the man who will one day earn your love, inshallah.
Doubts about life: I stopped planning my life, and insist on taking each day as it comes. The only thing I plan is improving myself: exercise, pray, eat right, surround with good friends, make the most of unexpected opportunites–keep it simple I guess
More important than planning is to have a direction and be clear about what matters to you, so you are ready to make the right choices in life when you’re faced with them. Growing up can be good if people can retain the best aspects of childhood, like purity of mind and spirit and curiousity to learn, but be stronger and free from (mental, emotional, or physical) dependency on others.