No one is happy..

I just happened to come across this song , and it made me very depressed. Cuz I remember this song very well.. it reminded me of good times I had.. Times I wish I could bring back.. but what is a song.. just words no meaning.. nothing lasts forever.. today I met some people who have the same problem.. they love someone.. but that person won’t love them back. Is this how things are now a days? I thought I was the only person who is suffering from this.. then I keep meeting people (girls mostly) who have that same problem.. I don’t know is it my luck or that’s how things are now a days. I don’t know what to do.. Hearing their stories make me more depressed and I wished I was not in the same boat as them.. I wanted to be different.. but what am I to do.. I feel like I am gonna be suffering like this forever.. Is it fair? No.. but what am I to do anymore.. I don’t think my self as ugly.. Just an average looking Arabic girl.. but I am getting older.. and in my culture I should have been married and have 2 kids by now. But that’s not me. I am always the odd one.. I am afraid I will be like this for a long time and I won’t have a family or kids to call my own.. nothing.. just stuck in an endless rope with no top or botom.. I think I am gonna just go back to concentrating on something else.. not just sit here and keep wondering “what if”..

Angry, Ranting as usual!