No one is happy..
I just happened to come across this song , and it made me very depressed. Cuz I remember this song very well.. it reminded me of good times I had.. Times I wish I could bring back.. but what is a song.. just words no meaning.. nothing lasts forever.. today I met some people who have the same problem.. they love someone.. but that person won’t love them back. Is this how things are now a days? I thought I was the only person who is suffering from this.. then I keep meeting people (girls mostly) who have that same problem.. I don’t know is it my luck or that’s how things are now a days. I don’t know what to do.. Hearing their stories make me more depressed and I wished I was not in the same boat as them.. I wanted to be different.. but what am I to do.. I feel like I am gonna be suffering like this forever.. Is it fair? No.. but what am I to do anymore.. I don’t think my self as ugly.. Just an average looking Arabic girl.. but I am getting older.. and in my culture I should have been married and have 2 kids by now. But that’s not me. I am always the odd one.. I am afraid I will be like this for a long time and I won’t have a family or kids to call my own.. nothing.. just stuck in an endless rope with no top or botom.. I think I am gonna just go back to concentrating on something else.. not just sit here and keep wondering “what if”.. 
I keep browsing the net for blogs by “Arabs”.. but I don’t see that many. Or I have not seen that many. Not even that many blog networks for arabs.. I am quite suprised.. I saw a lot of Jordanian and Palestenian and UAE’en.. but that’s it.. Where is everyone.. am I missing something.. I am usually good at searching for stuff on the net, but this is puzzling me.. Common people.. I know many of you read my blog… make a blog.. join the fun.. even if you don’t think you enjoy writing that much you can add photos or jokes or something.. Make something your own.. Can you imagine if every person who had a computer or access to a computer in the world owns a blog how the world would be.. a bit more friendly.. or a bit more opinionated.. I mean to be realistic.. we all read or watch the news.. It is “someone’s” opinion in the end.. why not get your story.. your perspective on things.. I think it is worth while.. and it kind of gets you to have better writing habits (maybe.. mine isn’t improving ya’ll..).. and it’s something to share with the world.. 
I ate so much today.. it’s all A’s fault!! He made me go to Sushi.. and we had to eat and eat to get our money’s worth.. waaaaah.. it was yummy.. but the last bite.. it was vomitiing.. we couldn’t take it anymore.. it was too much to handle!! hehehe.. no more Sushi.. I had it yesterday we the people at work and today.. aaaah.. the pain.. the pain..
