Wondering..
I been wondering lately what I will do with my life. How things will be 5 years from now. I am not sure where life will take me. Will I live till tomorrow? .. I am not sure about anything anymore. A person always makes plans and tries to see the brighter side of life all the time, but isn’t reality worse? I remember when I was little I was always told that and warned that growing up is not fun.. You know. To think about it. My childhood was not all that. It was ok and normal. Nothing special. My teen life was the worse.. I hated highschool! And University was even more worse because I met the most two faced people on earth. No one is real! Everyone was self centred.
So I think maybe 10 years from now my luck will change and everything may be better! I want to be optimistic about these things. I am hoping that I would be married by then, but I doubt my brain will accept the fact that I still love someone but I doubt he will ever like me again. I don’t know what to do and how long it will take for me to move on with my life. I feel stuck in a valley surrounded by mountains that need super natural powers to let me free! Who knows… I can only hope right?
This is a very funny video of various Olympic hopefuls. lol Some scenes maybe disturbing! I found it quite amusing.. I am wondering if that balance beam girl broke her head though.. that was quite a fall!! holy!! I was in shock!! 
hehehe.. can’t wait to get both! It will be so much fun.. I told mom this morning I got it.. she always wondered why we have everything (thank God).. but no video camera.. so now I got one!! 
It will be great to have it and start to actually record stuff instead of just taking still pics!
I was looking around in my site statistics trying to figure out how people get to my site. Via search engines of course, and what keywords they use to get to my site. The most popular ones are either “Kelly Pickler”, “Arab Girl”, “Sexy Arab Girl”, “arab girl first time”, “palestenian lies”, and the best one.. people actually look for me “Rebelliousarabgirl”.. there are more, but these seem to be the top ones lately..
That’s the question!! my sister’s friend is getting rid of their cat and my sister is going crazy.. she wants it so bad!! and mom said no.. but dad and my bro said yes.. lool but my mom is like 
no way type of lady.. lol.. we will see how long the crying and complaining from my sister will last till she gets that cat!! hahahaa.. 
