It’s one of those days where I feel it kept dragging on and on.. and I feel sleepy although I am sleep alot.. I sleep average of 8 hours a day.. that’s good. I have not slept that many hours in years.. Maybe cuz I have such a boring routined life.. wake up.. go to work.. come back from work.. etc.. I need a new hobby.. making websites and watching TV and movies is not cutting it.. hmmm.. Anyways, I don’t know if I feel any better from yesterday.. but a person really learns about others in bad situations.. I think my problem is that I have a fear of being alone.. although I am never alone.. but inside my head I feel alone.. no matter how many people are around me.. I feel that way.. it’s strange.. I am loosing my train of thought here cuz I am watching “that 70′s show” .. waiting for American Idol to start in half an hour.. hmm.. I donno.. I just have too much on my mind. I need to focus on something different.. oh .. did I mention that the other day one guy emailed me from arablounge saying.. I will cut to the chase and I will come over and propose to you.. no wasting time.. You know I had to ignore that cuz seriously it freaked me out!!
