Empty Vault..
I feel that my life is like an empty vault.. I can only hear the echo in my head.. The words that keep permeating inside my head that will soon drive me insane.. All I hear is my self. My self. No one to trust anymore. No one to talk to or feel comfortable talking with. Everyone has become mezmorized in their own little worlds that satisfy their own needs.. People are selfish and untrustworthy.. no one to really trust anymore but my own instincs… no one by my self.. Why do things change suddenly over night? Why can’t things be the same.. I don’t like change.. Not sudden change… gradual change is ok.. we all change.. but not suddenly.. not instantly to the worse.. I wish people just sit there and think about others for once.. I am just too nice.. I always forget about my self.. that’s my problem.. I don’t want to be nice anymore.. but I cannot help it.. I never learn..
You’re nice as you are ya Mona, just practice being even stronger than you already are and better and having realistic expectation when dealing with people. You’re fine, it just seems you have the gift of a more alert and sensitive heart.