Well.. I had a wierd dream last night about “him”.. maybe I was too harsh on him and not very understanding.. but I am like that most of the time.. only because I am way too emotional and my heart thinks for me instead of my brain.. (that’s why I never watch sappy movies).. anyways.. yah.. so my dream was wierd.. I don’t want to get into the details.. but obviously in the end I was the guilty bitchy girl.. and I felt guilty and bad.. for the first time in a week I was actually thinking about him.. I donno.. but I know he most likely does not want to talk to me ever again.. I am not his favourite person right now.. that’s for sure..
Anywho.. it’s hot today.. I just took a shower and cooled off.. this change of weather is a little extreme for me.. poor me.. hehehe.. I just need fans and air conditioning.. the bus on the way back was air conditioned.. so nice.. aaah.. 
