It’s one of those days where I feel it kept dragging on and on.. and I feel sleepy although I am sleep alot.. I sleep average of 8 hours a day.. that’s good. I have not slept that many hours in years.. Maybe cuz I have such a boring routined life.. wake up.. go to work.. come back from work.. etc.. I need a new hobby.. making websites and watching TV and movies is not cutting it.. hmmm.. Anyways, I don’t know if I feel any better from yesterday.. but a person really learns about others in bad situations.. I think my problem is that I have a fear of being alone.. although I am never alone.. but inside my head I feel alone.. no matter how many people are around me.. I feel that way.. it’s strange.. I am loosing my train of thought here cuz I am watching “that 70’s show” .. waiting for American Idol to start in half an hour.. hmm.. I donno.. I just have too much on my mind. I need to focus on something different.. oh .. did I mention that the other day one guy emailed me from arablounge saying.. I will cut to the chase and I will come over and propose to you.. no wasting time.. You know I had to ignore that cuz seriously it freaked me out!!

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Ok.. here is the 411.. I got a nasty message from someone blaming me for sending them a nasty SMS and telling me to stop it.. ????????? Then I message back saying what? What did I do? Then HE calls me back saying did you do it.. It was sent from a website SMS.. I was like no.. If I have something to say I would say it to you directly.. I have nothing to hide.. and if I had something to say I would say it to the person’s face.. I got nothing to hide or afraid to say anything.. Well I was blamed.. I was like I didn’t do it.. why would I.. I didn’t even know what the SMS says.. that was Saturday.. then I message him back saying what was said in that SMS.. he doesn’t answer me.. I just caught him on MSN.. although I don’t go on it much.. and I asked him about it.. he then says.. well I deleted that message.. and only YOU or someone playing a stupid joke would say it.. I was like huh.. he is still blaming me.. and I told him I want to know what was said.. he was like I am busy at work now.. brb.. !!!!!!!!!! fine.. so I blocked and deleted him.. I had enough.. like beyond fed up.. it’s enough he treats me like crap and does not like me.. and just pretends.. and he does this.. !! Why people are so mean to me!! I am just too nice.. that’s my problem.. too nice..

This reminds me when I was in highschool. I knew no one.. and then the last semester of my highschool year I met a couple of arab girls in my class who recently moved in the same complex where I used to live, and I was like cool.. Arab girls want to talk to me.. yaay.. so I thought it was nice.. Next day.. wallahi.. next day.. a bunch of other girls I don’t know at all.. like I barely even know their names, came up to me and started asking me questions blaming me that a girl named Mona who is Palestenian has sent a nasty email to this other girl.. blah blah.. I was like woow.. do I even know you or even know who the hell that girl is.. Just like that.. Cuz my name IS MONA! Isn’t that sick.. All cuz of my name..

I was blamed for the stupidest things.. Why me? Stupid people.. I am sick of people treating me like shit and like I am worthless.. So pissed right now.. I don’t know why people act like that.. Blaming me and hating me for no reason.. I’m sick of it.. Anyone out there dare say anything or blame me for anything I will seriously FLIP!!

Angry, They said what?

For those who posted comments, I didn’t realize there were any.. My mail server was off and it didn’t send me any emails saying someone posted comments.. So I found 64 this morning and I was oh crap. I forgot.. I will read through the comments and answer everyone.. sorry.. my bad!!

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I just came on the computer now and opened up yahoo.com to see this.. Yahoo! Answers .. I just browsed through some of the questions and I saw this question that struck me right away.. A girl’s question here.. ..

islam and poetry?

muhommed told muslims that music and poetry is made haram( unclean) by allah.islam is against architecture too. all the mosques are built after indian and persian designs. how come some muslims love music? what about abu nuwas poetry about naked muslim women and boys and wine/ why do muslim countries ban poetry written by kalil gibron, omar kayam, rumi and hafiz? these poets are secular and very humorous. why ban their works?

I didn’t understand where she got her information from.. since when is poetry a sin in Islam? And those authors she mentioned are very popular and everyone knows them.. so I am a bit confused.. I didn’t bother answering her because I didn’t know where she got her info from.. but seriously.. this Yahoo! Answers new site.. Why have people ask questions.. who is really answering them.. who is watching those answers and why? hmm.. I don’t trust this new Answers idea.. Seems a bit odd and not safe..
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Makes me so sleepy.. Really it does.. I don’t remember the last May we had cold weather.. But it’s cold today.. and it will rain. So gloomy cold rainy day.. but I like the sleepiness.. I have this infatuation of feeling sleepy all the time.. I like sleep.. hehe.. I wish I wasn’t at work now and in bed sleeping.. well maybe tomorrow..

Anyways.. I should make this more of a rant.. I have noticed more people privately emailing me and not posting comments.. I wonder why.. and some people seriously ask the stupidest questions.. They think they know me or this blog reflects who I am 100%.. So pathetic.. I don’t want to post their comments anymore here and make fun of it.. cuz it is a waste of time..

Ranting as usual!, They said what?