I been thinking a lot about what am I going to do with my future.. right now my life has been the same for the past 3 years.. So boring.. I don’t do anything but go to work and then go home… work and home. So boring! I need a change.. I am thinking of going back to arablounge and giving it another shot. Maybe there is someone out there that I can relate to and talk to normally.. I just need a new life.. New changes.. Something different for once.. Right now I am at work.. boring.. come here at 8.. do the same things daily.. then go home at 4..
aaaaah..

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Again to my dream world.. I dreamt I owned a Lexus. And I was with this gang of people (don’t know who they are).. and I was in the car driving around.. and they beg me to borrow the car, and we kept on cruising all over around trying to be cool.. lol I know.. but then… we stopped and we went to this party.. we were all dressed up (formally).. and it was an Arab party.. and I saw all those guys that I remember from my first and second year at UWO.. and it was really wierd.. it was a sit down dinner.. then we partied.. and that was it.. It was wierd.. but the lexus.. high class luxury.. now dreaming of a car that good looking is worth talking about.. lool

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I was watching David Blaine just now live for the past 2 hours.. he managed to stay in a fish bowl type contraption under water for 7 days.. but he couldn’t hold his breath for 9 minutes.. I wish he did, but he couldn’t.. he did only 7.5 minutes.. It was quite amazing still.. I don’t know why he does it.. maybe to prove a point.. trying to prove that humans can do anything they want as long as they put their minds and souls to it.. It can be done.. So much determination.. It’s amazing.. This guy is freaky.. I was watching the magic tricks he does.. it’s so devilish and bizaar….

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I know it’s been a while since I have written.. but I have been busy this weekend redoing my other website.. Other then that, I have been in such a bad mood lately.. and I was not sure what to do anymore. I donno.. I don’t want to talk about it.. It’s not worth it..

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This is a question I always wondered about. I try to be friends with people. I always wondered if they are real friends with me. I like people, and I am picky when choosing friends and I am very loyal to them, but if I don’t talk to them for a day or two (cuz I am busy).. they don’t do the same. Sometimes I feel that I am the one who is always talking, always calling, staying in touch, but if I don’t do it, they don’t bother. Why is it that even friendship is one sided. Love is one sided, friendship is one sided. I am just unlucky. I will just stop bothering and caring about this one sidedness and just not spend too much time next to the phone or the computer. I am becoming more fond of watching TV. (Unfortunetly) ….

Angry, Ranting as usual!