Well.. I missed out a lot on on my daily rants this month cuz of the war and stuff and I just have not been writing much in my blog.. I will try to write daily from now on.. I have been seeing a lot of change in people lately.. or maybe I am just finally discovering what others are really made of.. I am not sure.. but I think I am a very guillible person and people don’t seem to be the way they are.. or I am really bad with first impressions.. anyways.. I am trying to start a new life.. lol not literally.. i mean I want to change things around.. the people I know.. I was using amsn yesterday to figure out who blocked or removed me from msn.. it’s funny how yo are nice to people and friendly and always talking to them then they suddenly change and tell you I don’t go on msn anymore.. I am so busy.. yet they just don’t want to talk you.. if someone does not want to talk to them then I tell them to F-Off.. like I give two shits.. I have not trusted a friend in long time.. even the closest friend I thought I had turned out to be an ass too and selfish.. when yo ask for help from your friend at the most critical time when you really need them they turn there backs at you.. lol so what did I learn from all this? Humans are selfish and mean!! Why can’t there be any honest loveable people who just want to live life happily and be friendly to others.. why is that so hard for people to do?

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Well.. as the world has witnessed today the massacre at Qanna again.. this time half of the people killed were young children.. I was watching the news and how the Red Cross was taking out the bodies.. all the children and adults were sleeping..
Now that is what the world has witnessed.. and what did Isreal do? Suspend airstrike for 24 hours.. wow.. what a plan.. bull shit.. they will attack again and kill more children.. and then justfiy their attacks by saying that hizbollah was there.. whatever.. hizbollah is all over the place.. who knows where they could be hiding..

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You know how some blogs some ppl put the mood they are in today.. Well.. I am more expressive.. I don’t need a silly little icon that tells people my mood.. I will just write about it.. Well.. It’s late at night now.. past 11:00 pm.. I am pretty tired.. nothing exciting going on.. I quit watching the news.. Got tired of wars and problems in the world.. the whole world is a choas.. people say we are lucky to be living in the western world.. it is true.. we are lucky.. we are thankful to be living in peace.. somewhat.. but seriously.. some people here are racist.. but I ignore them cuz even though I am a dark arabic girl.. I don’t care.. I think my western idealogy and I know how to get along with people here made it simple for me.. it is a multicultural land.. but still.. racism is all over.. people are like that.. Well I can call my self racist too.. I don’t like people who dress like punks.. no offence.. I just think it is waaay too much of a fashion statement.. trying to stand out too much.. also I don’t like teenage girls who dress like whores.. bare midrifs.. and super mini skirts.. common.. those girls are asking to be abducted by aliens.. I mean horny men.. ehm.. Well I can name more things.. I think it is not where the person is from.. it is how they act and try to be different in a weird way.. yet society accepts it.. I just think these ppl can do better things with their lives.. ehm.. anyways.. I am tired now of writing.. I want to sleep.. zeleeep.. zzzz…

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Well.. I had enough of talking about the war in the mideast.. it won’t end at this rate.. or it will but it will end badly with innocent people dying..

anyways.. enough about that.. just thinking about it makes me depressed!! Last week at work we had a crazy week of people quitting and going nutz.. it was all women by the way.. I am not dissing women or married women to be exact.. but some of them are pretty insane.. they are so demanding.. and once they can’t get what they want.. they quit in a very bad way! they create choas and distruptions and time wasting.. No offense like I said.. but common.. got to be more mature then that.. I am afraid to get married now and be stereotyped as an unstable demanding person!!
I am more cool then that.. I take things easy and if I want something I don’t create havoc at work or make a big deal..

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i am sick of all the arab countries.. stupid arabs who only care about money and oil… i agree with most of your comments. but some of you people are racist and defending israel.. please.. i am not gonna defend anyone or say who is right or wrong.. i just hope this huge catastrophe ends cuz it is a sick world we live in.. and that is why i will never ever step foot into any arabic country!!

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I feel like I am living in a bad nightmare where everything around me is so bad and the whole world is in choas.. wars… killing.. fighting.. everyone just has too much anger! It is so unfortunate! I can keep nagging forever about this.. but it will never end.. since the day I been born and till the day I die.. all I will hear about is wars wars and people dying for no reason..

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After all the shit that is going on in Lebanon and Palestine.. I dont’ feel like writing in my blog much.. I just wanted to say how much I hate stupid Israel and all that is doing to my people and family!! Inshallah Allah will make them suffer in hell!

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I am so sick of all these fuckin wars.. what’s wrong with the world? Only way to negotatiate is with weaponary. How disgusting.. I am sick of what’s going on in lebanon and Palestine.. I was supposedly to go to lebanon august 3rd.. no way now!! hell if I go near that area.. My brother is super pissed cuz he can’t go either for his wedding.. All messed up countries.. and no one gives a crap.. whole world is messed up..

Also why the hell some of you people attack me for posting my opinion in my own blog.. That is just stupid!! I don’t have time to read that shit and i just delete it.. get a life for those who post stupid comments.. if you got nothing intelligent and good to say then don’t say it! I don’t have time to read it and I will delete it right away! eff..

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Yes.. some people are below my feet.. I am serious.. I don’t want to seem rude or anything. I was criticzed and made fun of a lot.. Especially when I started this blog. People thought that the word “rebellious” means I am this bad girl living in Canada who is a slut.. etc.. bull shit people.. That is all crap.. I am sick of this stereotyping.. and that’s my problem. I am fraid that people that come to my site think that way and want to befriend me cuz of that.. well hello!! NO!! I stated it many time.. I am not rebelling against anyone or anything.. Just my ideas and the way other people think. That’s it.. I don’t do anything.. frigg.. I am the most boring person on this earth.. All I do is wake up. Go to work. Come home. Sit on the computer or watch TV.. wohooo.. the only excitement I get is when I got to the mall and waste my pay cheque.. .. aah people.. So no more assumptions.. No more crappy emails to be sent to me about this. I am tired of all this BS. Give it a rest!! It’s not worth your time or mine.. Go do something usefull. Or go read something that is more interesting then my blog!

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I am actually writing this to my self.. a note.. a reminder that people don’t seem the way they are.. I cannot trust people anymore. Everything is a lie. People are not what they seem.. I don’t want to get into the details. I am keeping that to my self. I am keeping all the craziness and nastiness of others that I don’t in a million years fathom or think it would ever happen.. I wish I was a kid again. I wish I could just not think of anyone or anything.. none of life’s problems. I keep thinking to my self that my life is bad.. but no. My life is great.. Others have it much worse then me. I would just rather stay alone.. No one to bother me. I don’t want to hear any more stories. I don’t want to imagine anything anymore. I rather be alone living peacefully.. Just doing my work. Doing what I have to do to survive and be a good person. That’s all.

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