Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

Well.. I missed out a lot on on my daily rants this month cuz of the war and stuff and I just have not been writing much in my blog.. I will try to write daily from now on.. I have been seeing a lot of change in people lately.. or maybe I am just finally discovering what others are really made of.. I am not sure.. but I think I am a very guillible person and people don’t seem to be the way they are.. or I am really bad with first impressions.. anyways.. I am trying to start a new life.. lol not literally.. i mean I want to change things around.. the people I know.. I was using amsn yesterday to figure out who blocked or removed me from msn.. it’s funny how yo are nice to people and friendly and always talking to them then they suddenly change and tell you I don’t go on msn anymore.. I am so busy.. yet they just don’t want to talk you.. if someone does not want to talk to them then I tell them to F-Off.. like I give two shits.. I have not trusted a friend in long time.. even the closest friend I thought I had turned out to be an ass too and selfish.. when yo ask for help from your friend at the most critical time when you really need them they turn there backs at you.. lol so what did I learn from all this? Humans are selfish and mean!! Why can’t there be any honest loveable people who just want to live life happily and be friendly to others.. why is that so hard for people to do?

Well.. as the world has witnessed today the massacre at Qanna again.. this time half of the people killed were young children.. I was watching the news and how the Red Cross was taking out the bodies.. all the children and adults were sleeping..
Now that is what the world has witnessed.. and what did Isreal do? Suspend airstrike for 24 hours.. wow.. what a plan.. bull shit.. they will attack again and kill more children.. and then justfiy their attacks by saying that hizbollah was there.. whatever.. hizbollah is all over the place.. who knows where they could be hiding..

You know how some blogs some ppl put the mood they are in today.. Well.. I am more expressive.. I don’t need a silly little icon that tells people my mood.. I will just write about it.. Well.. It’s late at night now.. past 11:00 pm.. I am pretty tired.. nothing exciting going on.. I quit watching the news.. Got tired of wars and problems in the world.. the whole world is a choas.. people say we are lucky to be living in the western world.. it is true.. we are lucky.. we are thankful to be living in peace.. somewhat.. but seriously.. some people here are racist.. but I ignore them cuz even though I am a dark arabic girl.. I don’t care.. I think my western idealogy and I know how to get along with people here made it simple for me.. it is a multicultural land.. but still.. racism is all over.. people are like that.. Well I can call my self racist too.. I don’t like people who dress like punks.. no offence.. I just think it is waaay too much of a fashion statement.. trying to stand out too much.. also I don’t like teenage girls who dress like whores.. bare midrifs.. and super mini skirts.. common.. those girls are asking to be abducted by aliens.. I mean horny men.. ehm.. Well I can name more things.. I think it is not where the person is from.. it is how they act and try to be different in a weird way.. yet society accepts it.. I just think these ppl can do better things with their lives.. ehm.. anyways.. I am tired now of writing.. I want to sleep.. zeleeep.. zzzz…

Well.. I had enough of talking about the war in the mideast.. it won’t end at this rate.. or it will but it will end badly with innocent people dying..

anyways.. enough about that.. just thinking about it makes me depressed!! Last week at work we had a crazy week of people quitting and going nutz.. it was all women by the way.. I am not dissing women or married women to be exact.. but some of them are pretty insane.. they are so demanding.. and once they can’t get what they want.. they quit in a very bad way! they create choas and distruptions and time wasting.. No offense like I said.. but common.. got to be more mature then that.. I am afraid to get married now and be stereotyped as an unstable demanding person!!
I am more cool then that.. I take things easy and if I want something I don’t create havoc at work or make a big deal..

i am sick of all the arab countries.. stupid arabs who only care about money and oil… i agree with most of your comments. but some of you people are racist and defending israel.. please.. i am not gonna defend anyone or say who is right or wrong.. i just hope this huge catastrophe ends cuz it is a sick world we live in.. and that is why i will never ever step foot into any arabic country!!