What am I getting?

Well.. I missed out a lot on on my daily rants this month cuz of the war and stuff and I just have not been writing much in my blog.. I will try to write daily from now on.. I have been seeing a lot of change in people lately.. or maybe I am just finally discovering what others are really made of.. I am not sure.. but I think I am a very guillible person and people don’t seem to be the way they are.. or I am really bad with first impressions.. anyways.. I am trying to start a new life.. lol not literally.. i mean I want to change things around.. the people I know.. I was using amsn yesterday to figure out who blocked or removed me from msn.. it’s funny how yo are nice to people and friendly and always talking to them then they suddenly change and tell you I don’t go on msn anymore.. I am so busy.. yet they just don’t want to talk you.. if someone does not want to talk to them then I tell them to F-Off.. like I give two shits.. I have not trusted a friend in long time.. even the closest friend I thought I had turned out to be an ass too and selfish.. when yo ask for help from your friend at the most critical time when you really need them they turn there backs at you.. lol so what did I learn from all this? Humans are selfish and mean!! Why can’t there be any honest loveable people who just want to live life happily and be friendly to others.. why is that so hard for people to do?

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