I feel like I am living in a bad nightmare where everything around me is so bad and the whole world is in choas.. wars… killing.. fighting.. everyone just has too much anger! It is so unfortunate! I can keep nagging forever about this.. but it will never end.. since the day I been born and till the day I die.. all I will hear about is wars wars and people dying for no reason..

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After all the shit that is going on in Lebanon and Palestine.. I dont’ feel like writing in my blog much.. I just wanted to say how much I hate stupid Israel and all that is doing to my people and family!! Inshallah Allah will make them suffer in hell!

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I am so sick of all these fuckin wars.. what’s wrong with the world? Only way to negotatiate is with weaponary. How disgusting.. I am sick of what’s going on in lebanon and Palestine.. I was supposedly to go to lebanon august 3rd.. no way now!! hell if I go near that area.. My brother is super pissed cuz he can’t go either for his wedding.. All messed up countries.. and no one gives a crap.. whole world is messed up..

Also why the hell some of you people attack me for posting my opinion in my own blog.. That is just stupid!! I don’t have time to read that shit and i just delete it.. get a life for those who post stupid comments.. if you got nothing intelligent and good to say then don’t say it! I don’t have time to read it and I will delete it right away! eff..

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Yes.. some people are below my feet.. I am serious.. I don’t want to seem rude or anything. I was criticzed and made fun of a lot.. Especially when I started this blog. People thought that the word “rebellious” means I am this bad girl living in Canada who is a slut.. etc.. bull shit people.. That is all crap.. I am sick of this stereotyping.. and that’s my problem. I am fraid that people that come to my site think that way and want to befriend me cuz of that.. well hello!! NO!! I stated it many time.. I am not rebelling against anyone or anything.. Just my ideas and the way other people think. That’s it.. I don’t do anything.. frigg.. I am the most boring person on this earth.. All I do is wake up. Go to work. Come home. Sit on the computer or watch TV.. wohooo.. the only excitement I get is when I got to the mall and waste my pay cheque.. .. aah people.. So no more assumptions.. No more crappy emails to be sent to me about this. I am tired of all this BS. Give it a rest!! It’s not worth your time or mine.. Go do something usefull. Or go read something that is more interesting then my blog!

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I am actually writing this to my self.. a note.. a reminder that people don’t seem the way they are.. I cannot trust people anymore. Everything is a lie. People are not what they seem.. I don’t want to get into the details. I am keeping that to my self. I am keeping all the craziness and nastiness of others that I don’t in a million years fathom or think it would ever happen.. I wish I was a kid again. I wish I could just not think of anyone or anything.. none of life’s problems. I keep thinking to my self that my life is bad.. but no. My life is great.. Others have it much worse then me. I would just rather stay alone.. No one to bother me. I don’t want to hear any more stories. I don’t want to imagine anything anymore. I rather be alone living peacefully.. Just doing my work. Doing what I have to do to survive and be a good person. That’s all.

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