Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

Sometimes I wonder if a person can become cursed.. like people cuz they talk about you so much and they think badly of you or say bad things that bad things do end up in your way. Weird eh? I think I am cursed or jinksed.. I donno.. I just feel no matter how hard I try that I am still behind.. no one ever tells me good job Mona.. way to go.. keep up the good work.. all negative comments.. I wonder how it feels if I did that to someone.. maybe I have done it to others.. but not this badly.. I am easily amused and I like other people and what they do.. I get fascinated and interested in others.. but people have no interest in me.. they don’t care if I did this or that.. always saying someone else did it better.. or it’s not all that.. just unlucky me I guess.. I guess my other problem is that I think too hard.. I think that other people are just there to judge me and not compliment me.. it’s sad but that’s just how I feel.. I can’t trust anyone or talk to anyone without being criticized or rediculed.. only by the closest people..

I found a template from the wordpress template archive and changed it.. this way I spend less time having to make a new one and picked one that looks slick and clean and dark.. mwaahhahahaha..

anyways.. hmm.. yah.. I donno what to do.. I am bored now.. I am at work.. got stuff to do and get done.. that’s it.. so what you think of the template?? haha.. dark enough!!

yep.. finally putting this as an annoucement… me and aquarius are not compatible.. I just found out now.. lol i finally got bored to check out who would match me.. i think it said i am better off with virgo, taurus, scorpio and pisces.. interesting.. i never met guys with those zodiacs.. maybe it will be better…

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 Aquarius-Capricorn Compatibility

This relationship will be subject to changes of moods, routine and attitudes. Many personal readjustments will have to be made on both sides although these may not be easy to achieve because Aquarius is independent and stubborn about personal ideas while Capricorn can never fathom why Aquarius sometimes becomes unpredictable and capricious.This behaviour undermines Capricorn’s desire for stability and security.The first thing that the careful Capricorn has got to find out is whether their Aquarian amor is ruled by unusual Uranus or safer Saturn.Â

If it is that ringed ruler Saturn, then the Aquarian in question will be so Saturnine they’ll seem similar to the gorgeous goats. If the Aquarian is activated by unorthodox Uranus, this twosome will either tick over like a crazy clock.So it’ll be a relationship of extremes for a Uranian Aquarian and a careful Capricorn, but if the water carrier’s guiding light is saturn, they’ll be kindred spirits. What the clever Capricorn must never forget when they’ve found one of these water carriers is that Aquarians of all shapes and sizes need some adventure and excitement to perk up their lives. And if they don’t get it from their nearest and dearest, they’ll do something drastic to bring it about.

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I wonder sometimes about the human brain and emotions.. I know we cannot as humans read each other’s minds.. but I think that we do read facial expressions.. the way someone looks at us.. you know.. all these little details.. could be non important.. but they are somewhat significant in understanding what others are thinking.. all these major pscyhological and scientific studies about neurology is quite intriguing.. even I learned it in Artifical Intelligence course I took.. It’s quite interesting how we try to program the computer to learn on it’s own.. interesting eh.. hmm..