dissatified..
Anyone had that feeling? really.. i been so unhappy with everything.. i am never satisfied.. it’s not greed or anything.. it’s just nothing will make me happy enough.. i dunno.. maybe i am just thinking too hard..here i am at 12:25 am.. writing in my blog.. my thought.. what am i really thinking now? i dunno.. i usually type anything.. no spell check.. no grammer check.. just go with the flow.. writing something for the sake of writing.. lol i know.. it’s silly and pointless.. but really.. what can i rambel on at this hour.. hmm. well.. today i spent the day doing nothing.. so i accomplished nothing of any importance..
well.. today.. “he” came online.. i was suprised.. he hasn’t been online for 1 month.. then suddenly he is on.. i know i am stupid and i said hi.. but for the sake of politeness.. i did know him for 4 years.. so it is a while.. but i dunno.. he changed too much.. that i decided.. i never want to change.. i think it is wrong to change everything about you.. people won’t know you.. people will be dumbfounded and mystified of who you are.. i don’t want that.. i want people to remember mona for certain attributes.. i dont like to change who i am.. i think we are all born in a certain way.. with certain personality.. that the sudden change seems unnatural.. anyways.. back to him.. well.. life will not change for me.. people change to make my life bad and i feel life is pointless.. well.. i dunno.. here i go rambling again about nothing.. about people.. about a person who doesn’t care about me yet i am talking about him in my silly rebellious blog..
i am gonna go to sleep.. this whole post is pointless..
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maybe.. i mean maybe,, you need a project.. like fixing up my new blog?
** says that will a big innocet smile, batting her eyes**
Hope you feel better soon girl
hi there,i just bomped into your email i really dont know how,i was browsing and suddenly i found this funny parking thing,well i just want to remark on your sadness there,and trust me hun your not the only one feeling like that…i have the same story,yet i dunno how suddenly he changed with me,anyhow may all your days will brighten and you’ll forget him,and get a person who really deserves u lol look at me im not any better im probably worse than u and yet im giving u advices.anyhow i hope u can make the best out of it trust me it works try to make yourself laugh,go out with friends,i dunno spend your time doing something so that you dont have to remember him.anyways i gtg,i think your blog is very nice and i dont think it sux.takecare,byezz