The curse

Sometimes I wonder if a person can become cursed.. like people cuz they talk about you so much and they think badly of you or say bad things that bad things do end up in your way. Weird eh? I think I am cursed or jinksed.. I donno.. I just feel no matter how hard I try that I am still behind.. no one ever tells me good job Mona.. way to go.. keep up the good work.. all negative comments.. I wonder how it feels if I did that to someone.. maybe I have done it to others.. but not this badly.. I am easily amused and I like other people and what they do.. I get fascinated and interested in others.. but people have no interest in me.. they don’t care if I did this or that.. always saying someone else did it better.. or it’s not all that.. just unlucky me I guess.. I guess my other problem is that I think too hard.. I think that other people are just there to judge me and not compliment me.. it’s sad but that’s just how I feel.. I can’t trust anyone or talk to anyone without being criticized or rediculed.. only by the closest people..

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