Well.. I always wondered about this.. you know how you always get these forwards from people with them saying you are their friend.. pass this along to 20 people and you will have good luck for a week.. you know that crap that some drunk person with psychological problems of bubbleness sent around.. well … stop sending it to me!! It’s pure bullcrap.. holy.. kids don’t even send that around.. why adults.. … also what’s up with forwards.. it seems they have become so repetitive or people stopped sending around meaningful or humorous ones.. what’s up with that??

anywho.. i donno what to do today.. i feel a bit sick.. bad headache and not feeling my outmost hyperness.. lol i need something to pump me up.. hehe..

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Anyone had that feeling? really.. i been so unhappy with everything.. i am never satisfied.. it’s not greed or anything.. it’s just nothing will make me happy enough.. i dunno.. maybe i am just thinking too hard..here i am at 12:25 am.. writing in my blog.. my thought.. what am i really thinking now? i dunno.. i usually type anything.. no spell check.. no grammer check.. just go with the flow.. writing something for the sake of writing.. lol i know.. it’s silly and pointless.. but really.. what can i rambel on at this hour.. hmm. well.. today i spent the day doing nothing.. so i accomplished nothing of any importance..

well.. today.. “he” came online.. i was suprised.. he hasn’t been online for 1 month.. then suddenly he is on.. i know i am stupid and i said hi.. but for the sake of politeness.. i did know him for 4 years.. so it is a while.. but i dunno.. he changed too much.. that i decided.. i never want to change.. i think it is wrong to change everything about you.. people won’t know you.. people will be dumbfounded and mystified of who you are.. i don’t want that.. i want people to remember mona for certain attributes.. i dont like to change who i am.. i think we are all born in a certain way.. with certain personality.. that the sudden change seems unnatural.. anyways.. back to him.. well.. life will not change for me.. people change to make my life bad and i feel life is pointless.. well.. i dunno.. here i go rambling again about nothing.. about people.. about a person who doesn’t care about me yet i am talking about him in my silly rebellious blog..

i am gonna go to sleep.. this whole post is pointless..

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Wow.. to the person (omar) who said my website lately sucks.. well here is a post dedicated to you my friend.. WHY YOU COME HERE THEN DAILY TO READ AND POST!! IF YOU DON’T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY DON’T SAY IT!! I am not in the mood to fight with visitors.. jeez.. you just want to press my nasty button and make me mad or something? give me a brake!! There are plenty of blogs out there that can entertain you.. No need to come and mock mine..

for those wondering why I am writing this then read the previous’ post comment!!

thank you!!

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I dunno what’s up with me.. I feel so bogged down lately and not feeling like doing anything.. I don’t even feel like talking to my friends or saying anything.. I think I am stuck in one of those bad moods again.. Aah.. I think I seriously suffer from something.. I think a disease called moodiness.. To me it is severe cuz I end up blocking everyone around me and live in my own little world! It’s quite depressive.. Like for example all this month.. I have not been posting much.. why? And I have so much to write but I forget.. also I seem to space out a lot.. people would give me instructions and stuff and I complete ignore it.. Unintentially that is.. then they ask me why I didn’t do it and all I say is what? You didn’t tell me to do anything.. Maybe I am becoming deaf too.. I am old!! lol..

Angry