Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

I try to not put my conversations online.. but this conversation got me thinking about many things.. and then I was thinking more of how better my life is now..

 me:

 sxxxx:

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my perspective on this conversation.. I finally put the period at the end of the line and closed a chapter of my life that I completely regret and hate.. and now I am feeling a lot better about my self. And I am pretty open about it.. and happy..

wow.. that is approximetly 900 feet!!

Wuzzup.. I am still awake .. I can’t sleep.. I have a high dosage of coffee!! Starbuck’s Cafe Mocha anyone!!?

So here is the story for this night.. I went on arablounge just browsing along.. a guy then popped up and started chatting with me and asked for my msn.. So I gave it to him and we started talking.. Here is roughly how the conversation went along..

First you know we were talking normal career wise etc. Then he asked if I was open minded.. I was like in what way.. he then asked me if I ever had a guy or whatever. I told him my story and he said straight up.. “did you sleep with him?”.. I was like wtf.. I can’t believe you ask me such stupid questions since I am an Arabic Muslim girl.. He was like.. that’s why he dumped you.. you didn’t sleep with him.. I was like huh.. what world do we live in.. then I changed the conversation and then he was like.. you got better pics.. A full body pic. I was like no.. Most of my pics are webcam.. He is like I want to see you on webcam.. I was like fine but I was really sick with an eye infection.. So my eyes were very droopy. He then saw me to make sure I am the same person in the pics.. you know typical male brain.. He then said.. stand up. I was like huh.. He said I want to see all of you to make sure you are not obese.. I was like excuse me.. lool.. then he got more mad and said.. STAND UP! I was like listen.. Cuz yo keep asking. I won’t. I don’t take orders from you. He then said “kiss my ass” and blocked me. This all happened in a 15 min conversation by the way. Anyways.. he was “Lebanese”.. so go figure. I am not trying to stereotype lebanese guys or anything.. but I have not met a decent one till now.. either perverted or complete ass holes.

So currently I am pissed.. and I blame it on some stupid Arab males who are perverted and dumb!

I looked up a recipe on some arabic cooking site, and I made these yummy rice balls. Well I liked them. They were good!

Recipe:

1. 3 cups rice
2. 3 potatoes
3. 1 cup cheese
4. Fresh mint
5. Salt / Pepper
6. Bread Crumbs
7. 1 Egg

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First boil the potatoes and cook the rice fully. When they are both cooked, put them both in the food processor and add salt pepper and any other spices you like and grind them up good so it looks thick and can be rolled up to a ball. Shred some mozzirala cheese and fresh mint for the stuffing. Take some of the rice ball stuffing and roll it up to a ball. Fill it with the cheese stuffing and roll it and put it on plastic ceran wrap in a container. After your done, take the container with the rice balls and place it in the freezer for 2 or 3 hours. When your ready to fry them, take an egg and brake it in a bowl. Take the bread crumbs and put it in another bowl. Now take the rice ball and dip it completely in the egg and then put it in the bread crumbs and make sure the bread crumbs are spread on every area of the rice ball. Now dip each rice ball in hot frying oil. Leave it till it turns golden brown colour. So approximetly 1 min of each side. Use a fork to turn the rice ball around in the frying pan. When it is golden, take it out and place it on parchment paper or anything that will remove access oil. Use a nice dipping sauce like salsa or anything you like and enjoy!!