Sep 29

I try to not put my conversations online.. but this conversation got me thinking about many things.. and then I was thinking more of how better my life is now..

7:50 PMÂ sxxxxx: hiya
  salam
  how r u
 me: hi
  i am good
  u
 sxxxx: im fine
 me: ur awake :p
  what time is it there
 sxxxxx: lolz
7:51 PMÂ 3:50 am
  sehri time
 me: :|
  aah
  ic
  u eating so7oor now
 sxxxx: yep
 me: cool
  we just ate fotoor
  haha
 sxxxx: so how is life
 me: good good
 sxxxxx: thats good
 me: yah
7:52 PMÂ sxxxx: can i ask u something
 me: sure
  go ahead
 sxxxx: u been in love?
 me: lol
  why u asking?
  i don’t believe in love anymore
 sxxxx: just curious
 me: and yes.. i used to like someone
  but that was over with
 sxxxx: was that a one way love?
 me: and i rather not be in such a situtation
 sxxxx: :P
7:53 PMÂ me: one way love?
  hmm
 sxxxx: hehhe
 me: yah.. i think it was that way
  and i was dumb
  but i grew up
 sxxxx: hmmm
 me: now i hate him
  very much
  and i regret ever even liking him
  cuz ppl are not what they seem to be
7:54 PMÂ sxxxx: not all ppl
  right/
 me: i don’t know
  sometimes u have really bad experiences in life
  and u try to avoid it in the future
 sxxxx: that doesnt mean all ppl are like that
 me: i know
7:55 PMÂ i am not generalizing
  i am avoiding any further problems or pain caused by such people
 sxxxx: i hope u will find someone u will love and be loved
 me: inshallah
  some day
  for now
  i want to live my life alone
  with no one to worry about
7:56 PMÂ sxxxx: alone?
 me: yah
 sxxxx: that will be hard
 me: eh
 sxxxx: but possible
 me: i am getting used to it
  i get to focus on me
 sxxxx: cool
 me: which i haven’t in a while
  and i am enjoying it
  i am getting things done
  and life is much better
7:57 PMÂ sxxxx: dont depend on others to be happy in life
 me: i know
  i am making my self happy
  on focusing on my selfme: aha
  yah
7:58 PMÂ i just think
  some people out there are very selfish
 sxxxx: true
  materialistic
 me: yah
  and just too selfish.. all they care about is them selves
 sxxxx: they dont belive on feelings but $
 me: yep
7:59 PMÂ and if you mention money to them
  they pretend they don’t have it

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my perspective on this conversation.. I finally put the period at the end of the line and closed a chapter of my life that I completely regret and hate.. and now I am feeling a lot better about my self. And I am pretty open about it.. and happy..


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Sep 28

wow.. that is approximetly 900 feet!!




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Sep 28

Wuzzup.. I am still awake .. I can’t sleep.. I have a high dosage of coffee!! Starbuck’s Cafe Mocha anyone!!? :D


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Sep 26

So here is the story for this night.. I went on arablounge just browsing along.. a guy then popped up and started chatting with me and asked for my msn.. So I gave it to him and we started talking.. Here is roughly how the conversation went along..

First you know we were talking normal career wise etc. Then he asked if I was open minded.. I was like in what way.. he then asked me if I ever had a guy or whatever. I told him my story and he said straight up.. “did you sleep with him?”.. I was like wtf.. I can’t believe you ask me such stupid questions since I am an Arabic Muslim girl.. He was like.. that’s why he dumped you.. you didn’t sleep with him.. I was like huh.. what world do we live in.. then I changed the conversation and then he was like.. you got better pics.. A full body pic. I was like no.. Most of my pics are webcam.. He is like I want to see you on webcam.. I was like fine but I was really sick with an eye infection.. So my eyes were very droopy. He then saw me to make sure I am the same person in the pics.. you know typical male brain.. He then said.. stand up. I was like huh.. He said I want to see all of you to make sure you are not obese.. I was like excuse me.. lool.. then he got more mad and said.. STAND UP! I was like listen.. Cuz yo keep asking. I won’t. I don’t take orders from you. He then said “kiss my ass” and blocked me. This all happened in a 15 min conversation by the way. Anyways.. he was “Lebanese”.. so go figure. I am not trying to stereotype lebanese guys or anything.. but I have not met a decent one till now.. either perverted or complete ass holes.

So currently I am pissed.. and I blame it on some stupid Arab males who are perverted and dumb!


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Sep 25

I looked up a recipe on some arabic cooking site, and I made these yummy rice balls. Well I liked them. They were good! :)

Rice Balls

Recipe:

  1. 3 cups rice
  2. 3 potatoes
  3. 1 cup cheese
  4. Fresh mint
  5. Salt / Pepper
  6. Bread Crumbs
  7. 1 Egg

First boil the potatoes and cook the rice fully. When they are both cooked, put them both in the food processor and add salt pepper and any other spices you like and grind them up good so it looks thick and can be rolled up to a ball. Shred some mozzirala cheese and fresh mint for the stuffing. Take some of the rice ball stuffing and roll it up to a ball. Fill it with the cheese stuffing and roll it and put it on plastic ceran wrap in a container. After your done, take the container with the rice balls and place it in the freezer for 2 or 3 hours. When your ready to fry them, take an egg and brake it in a bowl. Take the bread crumbs and put it in another bowl. Now take the rice ball and dip it completely in the egg and then put it in the bread crumbs and make sure the bread crumbs are spread on every area of the rice ball. Now dip each rice ball in hot frying oil. Leave it till it turns golden brown colour. So approximetly 1 min of each side. Use a fork to turn the rice ball around in the frying pan. When it is golden, take it out and place it on parchment paper or anything that will remove access oil. Use a nice dipping sauce like salsa or anything you like and enjoy!! :)


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Sep 25

Sorry for those commentors who were tagged as SPAM.. My spam karma plugin is very sensitive.. and has been tagging a lot of people as spammers.. !! It’s ok.. So for those who write and it says spam.. just please email me and tell me.. i don’t check the spammed messages that much!!

thanks

——–added more at 8:08pm

holy crap.. I had 4000 spams and I had most of you guys spammed.. that is why I wasn’t getting any comments to my poor blog.. damn spam filter.. works great but spams everyone.. hahaa.. I have to keep checking that thing :PÂ


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Sep 24

It’s pure crap.. My site almost every weekend goes down.. Yesterday I got fed up and I will be changing providers. I bought hosting space from this really good hosting provider for $2.95 a month! So I am waiting for confirmation so I can move my blog… this is getting rediculous!!


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Sep 22

kagaya_0381.jpgOk.. I have this major problem with some bloggers.. I like reading other people’s blogs a lot.. the thing is.. If I really like someone’s blog I email them telling them it is cool and stuff.. love the layout.. etc.. but they don’t reply back.. at all.. yet they keep on posting on their blogs.. why am I being ignored for complementing others? Reply back dammit.. I was just being a blogger hopper friendly persona.. that’s all.. :( meanies..

I think there needs to be some blog ethics and rules:

  1. If someone likes your blog and posts comments or email you “must” reply back. It gives the visitor a reason to come back.
  2. Don’t trash other bloggers as I was writing above for not following rule 1.
  3. If a visitor comes to your site to insult you then just block their IP address or publically humiliate them so they act nice or never come back.
  4. Always keep your blog up to date. Don’t post in your blog every week or so. People forget you.
  5. Try to blog hop at least once a day and discover new and interesting blogs out there.
  6. Re-read the 5 rules and follow them daily!

The end.


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Sep 22

My friend Asil came from Toronto today.. she drove here this morning.. hehe.. She is fun to hang out with.. hanging out with her reminded me of good times last year and great fun memories.. At least she is willing to drive here every now and then.. !! :)

Other then that.. I bought my self a digital camera from sears.. my brother was disappointed because he said the camera has digital zoom and not optical.. i was like.. I don’t care.. it is better then the trash I have and uses SD ram.. He was like whatever.. he is like this is not worth $70.. I was like dude.. i paid $169.99.. I don’t care.. It works!! It has great pictures and now I can actually take half decent pics! :)


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Sep 22

This will be the first pre-ramdan post in my blog.. I will be posting daily inshallah starting tomorrow the meals we have at home.. Mom is an awsome cook! We will be cooking too with her.. hehe.. I may post pics.. I wish I had a good camera.. :( Anyways I am at work and I should look for some change and get me self a Tim horton’s coffee.. Last one for a month!! Can’t wait.. I feel this year is a good year!! :)


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