Well well.. I just realized that I got 3 day weekend.. wohoo.. no work on Monday.. party time.. wait.. what party.. it’s cold gloomy weekend and we are getting the reminicent of tropical storm Ernesto.. funny eh.. they give the storm a spanish name this time.. so if it has a male’s name then it is weak.. but a female’s name would be one hell of a storm.. haha.. anywho.. hope to not have to experience that.. I asked one guy I know who is from the carribian.. I asked him. What do you guys do when there is a hurricane? He said: “we nail the windows with wood boards. We sit at home and pray!” .. I was like wow.. he is like: “yep!” …. freaky eh..
Anyways.. I have offically become a slob. I am a lazy 25 year old with no life. I just use this blog and sit on the computer all day. I hardly chat or talk to anyone.. and I sit here and wait.. I don’t even talk to people anymore. I think it is not depression. It is denial. I wonder what I will do when I turn 26.. Maybe I will become more crazy or you know what. I may actually turn back to normal. End the crazy phase I have suffered through the past 5 years almost and live a normal life again. I don’t know what defined normal, but I know I am not living it. I don’t want to think too much of the future. Let it come hopefully and see what it will bring about. I mean if I started my blog 5 years ago and thought what will happen to me in 5 years it would have been a completely different perspective. Very different indeed.
Sorry also about my site being down and up and not reachable… etc.. you know the drill. My free hosting provided that I was so jazzed about is having maintenance issues for the day. So my site is here and there. It’s ok. I have been patient b4. This time I am more patient cuz hey. I can’t complain. I got the space for free. hehe ^__^