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You know.. Asala Nasri (Syrian) really has a nice voice.. and her songs are amazing.. I am a fan!! 
This is my favourite song for her مابقاش أ� ا (Ma babkash ana)
Hmm.. I donno why I wake up so damn early.. I need to seriously change my alaram from 5:20 to 6:59am !! .. Anyways.. What was I gonna really say.. oh yah.. I remembered this story from 2 days ago.. I was waiting for the bus and a Chinese girl very cute comes up and asks me.. Do you have a cell phone? I am like yah.. She is like do you know a cab number, I need to get home. I was like take the bus. lol (dumb as I am).. she is like I can’t. My shoe (flipflops) are broken. I can’t walk in it and it is raining.. So she was crawling basicaly.. I was like.. Go to this building. Use the pay phone and tell them to come here. She is like I have to walk all the way in there. I was like at least you will be in one spot and dry! haha.. Then she crawled away and I just kept laughing.. Cuz frigg I had shoe issues before. That’s why I have spare shoes at work! Hahaha..
I wonder sometimes about things that are around me. People. Objects. It’s interesting how some things are. I donno how to really describe it. I am trying my best to not think too much about certain things. I feel sometimes that I make a big deal about the tiniest thing. And for big more important matters I don’t bother. I am such a bone head when it comes to such decision making. Also I need to control my anger. I think I get mad really quickly lately. And if it is from people I barely know; I don’t get mad. I just get irritated and feel distant.
I donno.. Also I am seriously gaining too much weight. I think it is part of my past 2 year depression phase. I think 3 years. And I donno why am I depressed anymore. Life goes on I know. Oh well.. Hmm.. I think I need to walk more and stop being such a lazy ass.. 
hehe
It’s been raining all day.. I took my allergy pill this morning and I didn’t have anything bad happen to me all day.. my eyes and nose were under control. Anyways, I think it is the weather. Maybe it makes me less compelled to sneeze when it is raining. It’s cold too. It’s wearing jacket season already. It is still summer according to the seasons. Summer should end on September 21st I think. Around that time. Which is cool. But it looks like it’s going to be a cold winter this year. Brrr.. 
Oh well. Better then the crazy heat wave we had this summer.
So what did I do today exactly? I dunno. I am too sleepy to think about that at the moment. Today I tried to be way more productive I think! Hehe.. I wish I can be more productive and courageous. I think that is what I lack. Courage to face problems. I tend to run away and ignore things. I think I should stop that habit. I only face problems when it gets to people and work matters and even personal. But when it comes to bigger issues and bigger problems I tend to just ignore it and let it pass by. Although doing that is bad and will just hunt you back over and over. Like a bad rash.. 
Oh well. Time to shut my brain and lay down to sleep. I am very tired today!
ok.. let me trace my day.. I have been having really bad allergies (watery eyes, runny nose.. etc) ..
So what did I do today!
1. I woke up
2. Got dressed
3. Walked out of the house
——— started sneezing and my eyes got watery
4. Got on the bus
5. Got to work
——— my eyes become itchy and my left eye red and irritated
——— my nose became stuffy
6. Left work
7. Got home
8. Ate blah blah watched tv
9. Got to my room sat on the computer
——— my nose become irritated and my eyes hurting
——— took claritin allergy medicine
——— still feeling icky
10. Almost time for bed
——— my eye somewhat hurts
So we have collected all our data. My hypothesis is believed to be that I am allergic to being awake. Conclusion: Time to sleep!
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