It’s quite an interesting feeling. I don’t know why I put my self under so much stress and thinking. I think it is because I want so much more of life and I spend half my day thinking of how to get to my crazy goals. I wish I can be happier, but to think of it. No matter where I will be in life, I will never be satisfied because I know I can be in a much better position in life. I think I have that uncontrollable drive to be so successful in life that it is driving me crazy that my brain cells are having a fiesta in my head!
Stress level at its extreme..
Well.. It has gotten to the point where I feel like my head is going to explode. Literally I swear. Last night I just spent it thinking way too much. I could feel my brain cells jump around.