Ok.. you know what I hate in life.. I hate waking up in the morning.. checking my email and I get a post from HIM on my blog asking for people’s opinions about a post I have written a week ago about HIM! http://www.rebelliousarabgirl.net/?p=463
This is what he posted:
” #5 The self-centered Ex
I first want to start by an apology for anything that may have hurt you Mona. As M.N said, we go through tough times in life, so did I. I was not myself and I had alot of trouble that I did not discuss.
We did not communicate to each other clearly and I wish we did. I will say onething, I will never meet a person like you again and will never feel the same towards them.
You cannt sleep at night mona, and that is because of me. I sometimes think alot (well, you knokw me ), and my problem is i keep things inside. I think we both have some negatives that have caused us to get down to this.
I hope you dont hate me as you said. I swear I never had a bit of hate towards you.
One thing I would like to say, please dont delete this message as I also want my voice heard. One message to M.N, do not judge people just like that. Feelings and emotions are not just words you can judge people on. I do thank you however for the kind response to Mona.
MonaÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ Wallah i dont know what to sayÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ I am such an idiotÃ¢â‚¬Â¦ May god bless you and bring you happiness in your life.
Take care and keep in touch. ”
Ok.. I will take the honours of posting the FIRST and LAST reply to you since it is my blog. First off.. why do you come to my blog in the middle of the night to post this excuse and asking for people’s opinions? Can’t you JUST EMAIL ME! Or you forgot my email address? Also do you still live in another time zone.. Cuz frigg you always seem to be awake at 3 am.. This is Canada not Europe or Middle EAST’s Time ZONE! I don’t know why you tried to sound so serene and innocent in your reply.. and you always seem to show up when I write something about you.. and this time you are asking not to delete it.. well I won’t.. I will just dedicate this ENTIRE post just for you! You know this entire blog was MADE cuz you fucken ruined my life and made me miserable.. So why the hell you come here and invade the last space I have where I can SAY what I want? Also why you still thinking about me? You never liked me.. You just used me whenever you wanted MONEY or wanted HELP in anything.. when you finished school and got a job I BECAME the last in your list.. don’t you have cousins to go hang out with in clubs and bars or go travel to montreal or toronto and waste your money there with cousins and people that don’t even like you.. Good thing I was in a really bitchy mood when I asked you to give me ALL My money back that you took for me or I would have seriously felt stupid till now.. So please MY DREADED EX.. I want you to leave me alone.. If you want to continue coming to my blog to read shit about you then go ahead.. It’s a free blog for my lovely visitors.. but don’t expect me to be nice to you and sincere.. I would never be that towards you.. So I suggest you leave me alone and forget about me cuz seriously.. all you ever did was make me sad and lonely.. And yes.. all you cared about is your self.. You were just being a normal selfish Arabic guy. I mean my best friend has this issue too with the guy she likes.. and her friend has the same problem.. It is just a circle.. Arab guys in our generation are complete asses. What are we to do? There are always the odd few good guys out there.. but finding them is like looking for a needle in a hay stack.. IMPOSSIBLE.. So My Dreaded EX.. you ruined my life.. you made me miserable… you used me.. you changed your phone number.. and you only talk to me when something bad is said about you or if you need anything from me.. So from now on. I have nothing for you.. I don’t know you and I really don’t have anything to say to you.. and yes I blocked you off my msn.. and I really don’t like talking to you or have any feeling of remorse or kindness towards you.. And you should feel special that I am dedicating this post for you. I could have just emailed it to you.. but since this whole blog was made for you.. I just had to dedicate it to you….
Thanks for RUINING my morning!
I suggest no one posts a comment.. I know he won’t after reading this.. So I am removing commenting to this post. I really don’t want to discuss this problem anymore. It’s OVER!