I feel in another life and circustance, I would have been in the medical field, and sometimes I still will end up there, but not sure the heart is at the level of strength, so love of technology wins for now..

Thanks, for openning a part of your world to your readers. I felt a connection to your words and find comfort in them.

Rich.

We aren’t always the opposite of happy either. We are born “mood neutral”. There is no happiness without sadness, nor sadness without happiness.
So wth do you feel like crying so much? Seek out things that make you feel content if not joyful, irregardless of any perceived restraints.