Happy Holidays & I got answers..
Hi everyone.. to all my Christian friends Merry Christmas! Hope you having a great holiday! 
Don’t forget to send me some good holiday feast my way!! My address is rebelliousarabgirl.net in London Ontario! 
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Anywho, I didn’t get many questions. Which is good cause I don’t feel like typing much. Plus all the people who have asked are newbies to my site and I don’t recall they asked before.
Oh by the way.. I will keep accepting questions for anyone who wants to ask more! I will just keep updating this post!
Adel Najeh asked: “If I want to become a rebellious Arab guy, how can I contact the designer of ur website?”
Well congratulations on thinking of becoming a Rebellious Arab guy. Secondly, you have asked about the designer of this site. I will give you her link: http://www.rebelliousarabgirl.net. Oh wait. That’s me! I am guessing your a newbie and you have no idea what I do for a living. Oh wait. I am a graphics designer and web site designer. This is what I do for a living, and suprisingly, I am actually good at it. Any more questions?
funny asked: “I have lot of questions but I need to ask this one :
You’re full of chocolate (about to throw up) and you have to eat another one, which one would you chose ?
Oh and this one too :
How many entries did you actually write and never published and of course why
btw, nice map i can see my big red point 
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I am full of chocolate… ? I am never full of chocolate!! Have you ever watched The Simpsons and saw that episode when Homer dreams he is in Candy land and everything is made of chocolate and he takes bites of everything? That’s how I view life! All chocolate!! If I am about to throw up? Me throw up from chocolate? I don’t think so!! I was about to at work the other day with the fudge cake I had to devour.. then I took a deep breath and ate more! lol .. and I am in love with fudge. Any kind of fudge. I am willing to eat a ton of fudge with no problems. I am obsessed with chocolate!!
How many entries I posted and deleted or never published? Well, Not many. I delete ones that excessively get spam, then I learned to just turn commenting off. As for deleting on purpose. I have done it like 4 or 5 times. It was cause some people got offended and I felt guilty. I don’t remember about what but I know it was cause of that.
You love the cluster map? lol I love it too, it’s quite interesting to see all the people from all over the world. I saw it on other blogs and felt like trying it out!
malik asked: “tell me something about your secret desires, and your most lustful experiences. and… are (origially) from morocco???”
Malik you naughty boy.. you want me to answer this honestly? lol I just :S I Donno what to answer. I never really had secret desires, well I did have a boyfriend but I never did anything. It was not really a real relationship anyways. It was just two people liking each other and for my case hoping it would be like a normal Arabic thing where it leads to marriage, but unfortunately it didn’t work out. Maybe it’s because I had none of those desires cause I have respect to my culture and religion! Most lustful experience? lol Ok Whatever, I guess the word rebellious got to your head too much! And why you think I am from Morocco? I am Palestenian! 100%
AngloGermanicAmerican asked: “What are you rebelling against? Once identified+, what would you put in its place?”
Everyone’s favorite question! What am I rebelling against? Well I will be honest cause I have been thinking about this question of yours and I am trying to come up with a reasonable honest answer. Well, have you ever been picked on when you were a kid cause you were different and you really just couldn’t stand up for your self? How about we enhance it and say has anyone made fun of you because of your skin color? Your nationality? The way you look? Have you ever been afraid of speaking out cause you are afraid people will make fun of you or ridicule you because your ideas are different? Has anyone made fun of your dialect? Has your friends back stabbed you and you found out about it from them? Has people talked and made up rumors about you? Have you ever felt that you don’t belong to anything or anyone or part of anything in this world? Have you ever felt like committing suicide? Have you ever felt that life is worthless and all you want to do is sleep and not do anything because nothing really matters when you die? These are just a few things that used to go on in my mind. I was at the edge of serious depression a couple of years ago to be exact. I really hating everything and everyone. I sort of kind of do, but I am trying to be more cheerful. I one day got to the point where I really just couldn’t talk anymore. I used to spend days not talking. People thought I was mute. I used to suffer from insomnia. I had to take sleeping pills to sleep. I used purposely make my self sick by going outside in the cold winter days not wearing jacket nothing. Just pants and t-shirt. Waiting to get sick so I can just sit in bed with a purpose. I only once swallowed a bottle of medicine, but within 15 min my body rejected it and I just threw it up and turned white. Hmm, what else. Oh why am I rebelling. I will answer that question now. Well as of all the minor things I mentioned above. It’s pretty much cause of people and society as a whole. I really don’t like people. People fucked up my life. I accepted it. I ended up hurting my self for their satisfaction, and I just one day, one winter day on my 25th birthday I thought to my self. FUCK everything. Fuck the whole world and everyone that fucked up my life. It’s my time to tell people off. I do it to their face now. I am very mean and I don’t accept people saying anything about me. I learned to tell off people or I would seriously go insane. So I am rebelling against fucking idiotic stupid people, I am rebelling against stupid society and stupid Arabic people who live in this country and have nothing better to do than talk shit about others. I hate stupid liars and fake people. So I made this site so I can finally say what’s in my head. To finally get all the thoughts of anger out of my head or I would have seriously gone insane by now. So this blog is just a place where people I don’t know or I know can share my pain and hatred towards the backward society and all the stupid people out there that seriously need to be dissed! I honestly hate stupid people! I would seriously just rip them apart if I can! So this site is made so I can manage my anger cause in real life I cannot say some things or I would seriously get in trouble! Is that enough of an explanation?
Mo asked: “ok i got one .. if a train is traveling from chicago to houston at a speed of 80 mph .. hehe just kidding .. hmmm .. ok well since we are approaching the new year .. how would you evaluate 2006 overall? and what do you hope to accomplish in 2007? “
I hated 2006. It was the worse year ever, but I managed to survive it. I learned to control my anger and learned to be more cheerful and express my self in a better healthy way and not give a shit about anyone or anything any more! I also can sleep better now!
2007 hopefully will be a better year. I am having good vibes of the upcoming year. I hope that God will make it better for me and things can run smoothly with no one pissing me off anymore.
Jason asked: Canada or USA. Where would you prefer to live?
Honestly. I rather not live in any of those countries. I am an immigrant and I was born a refugee. I rather be living in my own land Palestine and not be here. I don’t belong here. I never will. I will always be labeled as a foreigner. I belong with my people living on my land! 
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I meant seeing as you have lived in both Canada and USA, which is the lesser of two evils, so to speak?
USA is a better place to live. Depends what city of course, but life there and job opportunities and the way people think it is a lot friendlier. No matter what people say about US.. the people are different. Here in Canada I feel people are two faced, selfish and only care about money and are always depressed. I think also Canada has one of the highest divorce rates! For a country of the size of California.. it is a lot!
Actually, the U.S. has a 50% divorce rate where as Canada has a 30 something divorce rate. As for Canadians not being very friendly, it depends on what part of the country you live in. People in Ontario are more obsessed with work and money than some other parts of the country. You might enjoy living in laid back B.C. or booming Alberta more.
:good: true.. but you have to consider the population of the US compared to Canada.. If you are telling me 30% of Canadian divorce in a 30 million population compared to 250 million in the US with 50%. I still think Canada is high for such a small population!! And yah.. I want to move to West Canada when I retire.. :animal1:
When they say 30% or 50% of the population gets divorced, it is the percentage of married couples in that country not the whole population of that country! Obviously not all 30 million Canadians are married because some of those Canadians are children, single Adults and people living common law.:P
ok ok sapphire!! you just want to make this complicated.. I get the point! no need to over analyze!
You only answered the first question. The second question was, “What would you replace it with?�
You also ask a lot more questions than were asked of you. LOL. You sure that you are into computer programming and not politics? Perhaps you only intended that I answer them silently to myself in order to reach a frame of mind conducive to understanding what you are rebelling about, but as is consistent with my nature, I will treat something literally even though it may have been intended otherwise and answer them.
I haven’t been picked on because of skin color (white in winter, tan in summer), but I suppose that I have been picked on because of nationality and the way I look. When I was growing up, Polish and Hollander jokes were the rage in my area. I am a dumb Hollander, at least I look like one, so I know what it is like.
Here’s an example: “Do you know how to make a Hollander go crazy?� “Put him in a round room and tell him that there is a penny in the corner.� Lots of laughs, for everyone but me. Eventually, I realized that these were immigrant jokes and that much of the humor was directed at the Hollander’s “old world ways� and the “cheapness� of immigrants with little money.
I also know what it is like to be afraid to speak because my ideas were different (I still have it; that’s why I’m anonymous), I do know what it is like to be made fun of because of a dialect (us Hollanders say “go byâ€? for example, as opposed to “go toâ€? as in “Let’s go by the restaurant to eat.â€?), my “friendsâ€? have back stabbed me, people made up rumors about me (one girl in high school suggested that I must be gay for refusing her advances, not that there’s anything wrong with being gay of course – but there was then
), and yes, I’ve even thought about suicide – but not recently – when I was 18. Looking back on it, it seems ridiculous, but it wasn’t then. It was probably one of the best learning experiences that I ever had, in hindsight. And yes, I know what it is like to be depressed, not just down, but to the point where its seems that the lights of the world have been dimmed, where nothing is either fun or enjoyable, where nothing really matters, and were all of the activities that formerly held my interest were completely uninteresting. I know what it is like to force myself out of bed and to mechanically perform the day’s tasks, everyday for several weeks. But all of that was a long, long time ago.
Here’s what I presently believe. There is only one thing that I can control in my life. I can’t control my health, I can’t control the economy much less my company’s success, I can’t control what other people do or say, I can’t control my spouse or my kids, I can’t control anything except my attitude. And that has made all the difference – in my health, in the economy, and in the behavior of others.
Seriously!