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Double life ..

doubleYou know… I have not really noticed this way of life as I have seen with Arabs. This double life they live. How can a person withstand to make up so many lies with them and live such a life. I know Arabs who appear so innocent and so conservative in front of their families and public. Yet, when you get to know them and be very close to them you will learn the worst imaginable things. How do they have the energy to make up so many lies and get away with things. I think this problem occurs more often with girls than guys. Even the guys are guilty them selves, but usually boys will be boys and they don’t give a shit. That’s what is scary about the world we live in. So many lies and secrets. I know Arab girls who constantly go clubbing and drinking and have x-number of male acquaintances. I was like wow. Others are girls who wear hijab (head scarf).. and they come to school and take it off and dress with the tightest most revealing clothes under their jackets. wtf I am so dumbfounded with people. I don’t even want to begin with guys. Guys are worse but they all hang out together and do the same shit. They go to clubs, smoke their brains out and drink them selves silly and walk around in down town in the middle of the night being loud and pathetic. Yet.. their parents know nothing about this. It’s funny, the other day a lady came to my mom and asked her about her sons and if she has heard anything about them. My mom was like something like what? (My mom knows but she wouldn’t say anything.) .. My mom denied it because she didn’t want to cause problems and have to tell the other mom where she heard it from… (me) .. :lmao:

aaah.. the double life. I mean to think about it. I was guilty of it too. Now I don’t live a double life anymore. I am no longer having to make up lies and stay out side the house all day to be with “him”.. nothing.. no phone calls or anything either. My cell phone used to be used and abused.. now I barely use it.. but still thinking about. I never did any of the shit other people do. I don’t think I have the will power to do so. I have too much guilt. I am worst than a Catholic at confessions.. I cannot live with it. I have major guilt problems. Sometimes I feel like I need to tell some people the truth of the shit I did to them or said.. but I am thinking… hmm.. maybe when I am retired and old and people think I am just fucken loosing my mind and I will tell the truth.. then no one would believe me.. :rofl:

Anyways.. back to the double life.. I really like this song.. I was listening to it just now.. and it got me thinking about people and what people suffer through and I just wish people just show their true colours. Just be them selves.. I am bad at figuring out what people are really are. It’s just I except people to be like me. I have this high expectations of people to be like me. If they are not like me. I cannot relate to them. It is hard for me to accept and understand people. I don’t know. I guess I have a lot to learn about life still… I should have a new slogan for my site… “Learning about life .. ”

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I love this song .. It’s from the sound track Save the Last Dance… It is originally by Cindy Lauper.. Yes I know Cindy. I was an 80′s child.. I have been listening to music since I was born!! I love music! :)

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  • Double Size!

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  • :lmao:

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  • It’s kinda cool!!
    I remember when i first start to drunk myself i had a special diet to avoid vomiting once home because that was how some of my friends got busted by their parents.
    I didn’t eat spicy or too much food.
    All the things we do in the back of our parents prepare us to be good parents. comprehensive and absolutely not naive ones because we did it all!
    having a double life is cool actually…

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  • thanks funny for sharing your experiences and preparing your self psychologically for knowing how to raise your kids properly.. :lol:

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  • All kids lead double lives at some point. Funny thing is most parents are ignorant about their brats. They think their Tommy or Suzy is a little angel and can do no wrong. Teachers have a hell of a time trying to tell parents that their kids have been acting like brats. Parents don’t like to think their kids are doing anything wrong because they see it as a reflection on themselves. I guess some people see their kids as an extension of themselves rather than another person.

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  • I have many other tricks i can share

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  • cool funny.. you can share those tricks.. and how come u have a link to your blog I guess and doesn’t work.. you don’t have a blog and u are advertising something.. also where r u originally from? Just curious! :yes:

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  • Prefer the Phil Collins version. Never lead much of a double life as a teen, was pretty close to my dad and didn’t need to hide stuff much.

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  • It’s because i created an account to post comments but never wanted to have a blog.
    I didn’t want to leave the website field empty so i put my phantom blog adress.
    I’m what they call a mo3arab :D and you can trace me so i’m sure you have an idea :D

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  • Hmm , is that so ? I think its very weird world u live in girl … i never heard or read such a thing!
    …Googies!

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