Ok.. I been out all day. From mall to electronic stores to another mall. Aaah I am so tired. I need chocolate. Any who.. today it is called boxing day. You literally have to fight your way through sales and line ups and people! People are crazy out there. I am very very claustrophobic, so I could not buy anything! Or stand in lines nor go to any stores! I barely bought anything. I am so disappointed with my self. I feel like I didn’t accomplish that much today. Bad me! So I only bought few things. I really needed some incense sticks and some smelly oils. I am picky with these things. I like them a lot. I would seriously put some at work but the fire alarm would go off and that would not be a pretty picture. I would seriously be fired. lol Any wayssssssssss.. I love it. I love the smell. It brings this zen feeling of relaxation that I need. I also came across this jewelery store that had 40% of watches. So I bought a couple. One looks like Channel and the other like Guess or Gucci! hehe.. Also every time I come into my room I see the biggest mess on earth. My desk. I have too many things! I have far too many things. I bought this desk exactly a year ago cause it was a bigger corner desk. It takes less space in my room and has lots of shelving. But no. The more space I have the more crap I have to put in it! I also bought the book “Blink”. I took Artificial Intelligence course and my teacher recommended it. I usually never listen to teachers or anyone.. lol but I like to read books that make you think, plus there was a sale 30% off hard cover books. I couldn’t say no!

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Hi everyone.. to all my Christian friends Merry Christmas! Hope you having a great holiday! Don’t forget to send me some good holiday feast my way!! My address is rebelliousarabgirl.net in London Ontario! lol

Anywho, I didn’t get many questions. Which is good cause I don’t feel like typing much. Plus all the people who have asked are newbies to my site and I don’t recall they asked before.

Oh by the way.. I will keep accepting questions for anyone who wants to ask more! I will just keep updating this post!

Adel Najeh asked: “If I want to become a rebellious Arab guy, how can I contact the designer of ur website?”
Well congratulations on thinking of becoming a Rebellious Arab guy. Secondly, you have asked about the designer of this site. I will give you her link: http://www.rebelliousarabgirl.net. Oh wait. That’s me! I am guessing your a newbie and you have no idea what I do for a living. Oh wait. I am a graphics designer and web site designer. This is what I do for a living, and suprisingly, I am actually good at it. Any more questions?

funny asked: “I have lot of questions but I need to ask this one :
You’re full of chocolate (about to throw up) and you have to eat another one, which one would you chose ?

Oh and this one too :
How many entries did you actually write and never published and of course why

btw, nice map i can see my big red point ”

I am full of chocolate… ? I am never full of chocolate!! Have you ever watched The Simpsons and saw that episode when Homer dreams he is in Candy land and everything is made of chocolate and he takes bites of everything? That’s how I view life! All chocolate!! If I am about to throw up? Me throw up from chocolate? I don’t think so!! I was about to at work the other day with the fudge cake I had to devour.. then I took a deep breath and ate more! lol .. and I am in love with fudge. Any kind of fudge. I am willing to eat a ton of fudge with no problems. I am obsessed with chocolate!!

How many entries I posted and deleted or never published? Well, Not many. I delete ones that excessively get spam, then I learned to just turn commenting off. As for deleting on purpose. I have done it like 4 or 5 times. It was cause some people got offended and I felt guilty. I don’t remember about what but I know it was cause of that.

You love the cluster map? lol I love it too, it’s quite interesting to see all the people from all over the world. I saw it on other blogs and felt like trying it out!

malik asked: “tell me something about your secret desires, and your most lustful experiences. and… are (origially) from morocco???”

Malik you naughty boy.. you want me to answer this honestly? lol I just :S I Donno what to answer. I never really had secret desires, well I did have a boyfriend but I never did anything. It was not really a real relationship anyways. It was just two people liking each other and for my case hoping it would be like a normal Arabic thing where it leads to marriage, but unfortunately it didn’t work out. Maybe it’s because I had none of those desires cause I have respect to my culture and religion! Most lustful experience? lol Ok Whatever, I guess the word rebellious got to your head too much! And why you think I am from Morocco? I am Palestenian! 100%

AngloGermanicAmerican asked: “What are you rebelling against? Once identified+, what would you put in its place?”
Everyone’s favorite question! What am I rebelling against? Well I will be honest cause I have been thinking about this question of yours and I am trying to come up with a reasonable honest answer. Well, have you ever been picked on when you were a kid cause you were different and you really just couldn’t stand up for your self? How about we enhance it and say has anyone made fun of you because of your skin color? Your nationality? The way you look? Have you ever been afraid of speaking out cause you are afraid people will make fun of you or ridicule you because your ideas are different? Has anyone made fun of your dialect? Has your friends back stabbed you and you found out about it from them? Has people talked and made up rumors about you? Have you ever felt that you don’t belong to anything or anyone or part of anything in this world? Have you ever felt like committing suicide? Have you ever felt that life is worthless and all you want to do is sleep and not do anything because nothing really matters when you die? These are just a few things that used to go on in my mind. I was at the edge of serious depression a couple of years ago to be exact. I really hating everything and everyone. I sort of kind of do, but I am trying to be more cheerful. I one day got to the point where I really just couldn’t talk anymore. I used to spend days not talking. People thought I was mute. I used to suffer from insomnia. I had to take sleeping pills to sleep. I used purposely make my self sick by going outside in the cold winter days not wearing jacket nothing. Just pants and t-shirt. Waiting to get sick so I can just sit in bed with a purpose. I only once swallowed a bottle of medicine, but within 15 min my body rejected it and I just threw it up and turned white. Hmm, what else. Oh why am I rebelling. I will answer that question now. Well as of all the minor things I mentioned above. It’s pretty much cause of people and society as a whole. I really don’t like people. People fucked up my life. I accepted it. I ended up hurting my self for their satisfaction, and I just one day, one winter day on my 25th birthday I thought to my self. FUCK everything. Fuck the whole world and everyone that fucked up my life. It’s my time to tell people off. I do it to their face now. I am very mean and I don’t accept people saying anything about me. I learned to tell off people or I would seriously go insane. So I am rebelling against fucking idiotic stupid people, I am rebelling against stupid society and stupid Arabic people who live in this country and have nothing better to do than talk shit about others. I hate stupid liars and fake people. So I made this site so I can finally say what’s in my head. To finally get all the thoughts of anger out of my head or I would have seriously gone insane by now. So this blog is just a place where people I don’t know or I know can share my pain and hatred towards the backward society and all the stupid people out there that seriously need to be dissed! I honestly hate stupid people! I would seriously just rip them apart if I can! So this site is made so I can manage my anger cause in real life I cannot say some things or I would seriously get in trouble! Is that enough of an explanation?

Mo asked: “ok i got one .. if a train is traveling from chicago to houston at a speed of 80 mph .. hehe just kidding .. hmmm .. ok well since we are approaching the new year .. how would you evaluate 2006 overall? and what do you hope to accomplish in 2007? “

I hated 2006. It was the worse year ever, but I managed to survive it. I learned to control my anger and learned to be more cheerful and express my self in a better healthy way and not give a shit about anyone or anything any more! I also can sleep better now!

2007 hopefully will be a better year. I am having good vibes of the upcoming year. I hope that God will make it better for me and things can run smoothly with no one pissing me off anymore.

Jason asked: Canada or USA. Where would you prefer to live?

Honestly. I rather not live in any of those countries. I am an immigrant and I was born a refugee. I rather be living in my own land Palestine and not be here. I don’t belong here. I never will. I will always be labeled as a foreigner. I belong with my people living on my land!

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Yes everyone.. I am doing it again!! The ask me anything questions day! This time, no video.. nothing.. Just plain detailed written answers.. Ask me anything you like. I will answer every single question. I won’t monitor it. It will be free asking!! It’s the best opportunity to ask me any question!! You can ask as many questions you like about anything about me or anything I have ever said in my blog. I will post the answers tomorrow night. That gives everyone in all time zones the opportunity to ask! So don’t be shy!! The rebel will speak again!! I will post answers tomorrow.. Very detailed and no lies!! I will be my honest crazy self!!

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It’s by Ramy Ayash (Lebanese).. love it and love him!! I remember back in the olden days when I started the first Ramy Ayash fan club. loool.. I still love his songs and I know each one!! This is from his new album and I love it!!!

http://song.6arab.com/ramy-3ayash_ya-bent-al-geran.ram

hhehehe

Anyone else like his songs.. or anyone else know of new good songs out there. I just recently started listening to arabic songs again.. only cuz I just started watching TV again.. lol

also anyone know of good mp3 sites for arabic music.. there are some.. but I want something good and fast.. and none of that signing up crap.. I hate signing up!!! things should be free with no obligations or commitments or remembering passwords!!

My taste of Music

Since I am born on the second day of Capricorn zodiac.. I love astrology by the way.. so I thought of sharing this.. I like to post this and keep it for future references!! I got it from this site. I had people say that since I am born near the cusp of the zodiac that I may have Sagittarius traits, but I don’t think so!! Maybe if I was born on the 22nd.. but I am not! So double ! I also read somewhere of a person who is an Aries (Ram).. he said don’t mess with Capricorns.. They will knock any ram out of the map if they have to get where they want to in life. Goat against ram! Love it!

The Goat
December 22 to January 20

Traditional Capricorn Traits

Practical and prudent
Ambitious and disciplined
Patient and careful
Humorous and reserved

On the dark side….

Pessimistic and fatalistic
Miserly and grudging

Capricorn! About Your Sign…

Capricorn is one of the most stable and (mostly) serious of the zodiacal types. These independent, rocklike characters have many sterling qualities. They are normally confident, strong willed and calm. These hardworking, unemotional, shrewd, practical, responsible, persevering, and cautious to the extreme persons, are capable of persisting for as long as is necessary to accomplish a goal they have set for themselves. They are reliable workers in almost any profession they undertake. They are the major finishers of most projects started by the ‘pioneering’ signs; with firm stick-to-it-ness they quickly become the backbone of any company they work for.

Capricornians make of themselves, resourceful, determined managers; setting high standards for themselves and others. They strive always for honesty in their criticism of self, they respect discipline from above and demand it from those beneath them. In their methodical, tough, stubborn, unyielding way, they persist against personal hardship, putting their families and/or their work before their own needs and welfare to reach their objectives long after others have given up and fallen by the wayside. In fact when practical ability allied with the drive of ambition are required in employees to make a project succeed, Capricornians are the people to hire. They plan carefully to fulfill their ambitions (which often include becoming wealthy), they are economical without meanness, and able to achieve great results with minimum effort and expense. Because of their organizing ability they are able to work on several projects simultaneously.

They have a great respect for authority but may not, if they reach high rank, be willing to listen to other opinions on things they are directly responsible for. As the ranking authority figure in a given situation they expect their underlings to be as self disciplined as they themselves are, and to perform every task undertaken to the highest standard. They are, nevertheless, fair as well as demanding. Among their equals they are not always the most pleasant of work fellows for they are reserved and too conservative, valuing tradition more than innovation, however valuable the latter, and they are often humorless. There is also a tendency to pessimism, melancholy and even unhappiness which many Capricornians are unable to keep to themselves, especially if they fail personally. In the extreme this trait can make them a very depressed individual; ecstatic happiness alternating with the most wretched kind of misery which is so subconsciously buried that he or she should seek help if such emotions become frequent. For the above reason, capable Capricorn should spend many hours in meditation, gathering the strength to control such inner emotions.

The swings in mood are not the only reason some Capricornians deserve the adjective based on their name – capricious. They can be surprisingly and suddenly witty and subtle for the quiet, reserved individuals they seem to be, and they also have a tendency to ruin things by unexpected and utterly irresponsible bouts of flippancy. In certain individuals in whom the characteristic is strong, the temptation to do this has to be resisted with iron self-control. Another unexpected quality in some Capricornians is an interest in the occult which persists in spite of their naturally skeptical turn of mind.

Their intellects are sometimes very subtle. They think profoundly and deeply, throughly exploring all possibilities before deciding on a ’safe’ alternative. They have good memories and an insatiable yet methodical desire for knowledge. They are rational, logical and clearheaded, have good concentration, delight in debate in which they can show off their cleverness by luring their adversaries into traps and confounding them with logic.

In their personal relationships they are often ill-at-ease, if not downright unhappy. They are somewhat self-centered but not excessively so, wary and cautious around people they do not know very well, preferring not to meddle with others and in turn not to allow interference with themselves, thus they tend to attract people who do not understand them. Casual acquaintances they will treat with diplomacy, tact and, above all, reticence. They make few good friends but are intensely loyal to those they do make, and they can become bitter, and powerful enemies. They sometimes dislike the opposite sex and test the waters of affection gingerly before judging the temperature right for marriage. Once married, however, they are faithful, though inclined to jealousy. Most Capricornians marry for life.

Their occupations can include most professions that have to do with math or money and they are strongly attracted to music. They can be economists, financiers, bankers, speculators, contractors, managers and real estate brokers. They excel as bureaucrats, especially where projects demanding long-term planning and working are concerned, and their skill in debate and love of dialectic make them good politicians. They are excellent teachers, especially as principals of educational establishments where they have the authority to manage and organize without too much intimacy with the staff members. If working with their hands, they can become practical scientists, engineers, farmers and builders. The wit and flippancy which is characteristic of certain Capricornians may make some turn to entertainment as a career.

Possible Health Concerns…

Capricorn governs the knees, bones and skin, so its subjects may be liable to fractures and strains of the knees and other defects of the legs. Skin diseases from rashes and boils to leprosy (in countries where that disease is prevalent) are dangers, and digestive upsets may be caused by the tendency of Capricorns to worry or suppress emotions. Anemia, Bright’s disease, catarrh, deafness, rheumatism and rickets are also said to threaten the natives of this sign.

• LIKES Reliability
• Professionalism
• Knowing what you discuss
• Firm Foundations
• Purpose

• DISLIKES Wild Schemes
• Fantasies
• Go-nowhere jobs
• Ignominy
• Ridicule

PROBLEMS THAT MAY ARISE FOR YOU, AND THEIR SOLUTIONS

As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As a Capricornian, you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive.

PROBLEM: Having people take advantage of you and your good nature.
SOLUTION: Try being more careful with your favors, and putting number one first for a change.

PROBLEM: Having people getting “turned off” of you.
SOLUTION: Examine the kind of causes that you have been defending or pushing lately; make wiser choices.

PROBLEM: Coworkers not liking to work along side of you, sharing projects.
SOLUTION: While you make a good authority figure try not to act like it when working in tandem with another as an equal.

PROBLEM: Getting too tired out and not finishing projects that you have in the works.
SOLUTION: Try not to make too many plans and have them scheduled too close together. Try pacing yourself and you &nbspwill clear this problem up.

Your ruling planet is SATURN

Mean Distance from the Sun(AU) 9.555
Sidereal period of orbit(years) 29.46
Equatorial radius(km) 60268
Polar radius(km) 54360
Body rotation period(hours) 10.66
Tilt of equator to orbit(degrees) 26.73
Number of observed satellites 18

Some more interesting facts about your sign:

Goat

The animal associated with your sign is this beautiful Goat, it is a surefooted animal that weighs in at an average of 150-300 pounds and reaching heights of 35-45 inches. Due to its hooves, with cushioned skid-proof pads for grip, the goat is very agile. This animal has a narrow head with slender, black horns that rise in a backward curve to a length of 10-12 inches. The coat is white and on the chin is a double beard of long hair.

The color of choice for Capricorn is: BROWN
and most dark colors

Black Onyx

The beautiful Onyx is your starstone. Onyx is a type of agate (cryptocrystaline Quartz) that is recognized by the alternating, parallel bands of black and white. It is used for the carving of cameos, (a figure carved in the white layer which stands in relief against the black layer). If the white layer alternates with a different color then the agate is given different names: if red it’s carnelian-onyx, if brown it is sardonyx, and if the second layer is of the pale shades that characterizes common chalcedony it is called chalcedony-onyx. A solid piece of pure black Onyx is dyed. Agates are not always dyed black unless it is called Onyx, (Agate is frequently dyed red, green, blue, etc.)

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RE: STARSTONE CONTROVERSY

There is, and always have been, a controversy over “starstones”. Starstones are NOT birthstones. I give you here in these pages the stones that are called your starstones, (planet stones), which viberates the strongest to your planet or sign, NOT to the month that you were born. I would also like it if those who think they know precisely what their stone is to go to the library and reference some good Astrology books such as ‘Parkers Astrology’. Sorry for the confusion, but confusion over this topic has raged for hundreds of years.

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