Ok.. you know what I hate in life.. I hate waking up in the morning.. checking my email and I get a post from HIM on my blog asking for people’s opinions about a post I have written a week ago about HIM! http://www.rebelliousarabgirl.net/?p=463
This is what he posted:

” #5 The self-centered Ex

December 15th, 2006 at 3:08 am

I first want to start by an apology for anything that may have hurt you Mona. As M.N said, we go through tough times in life, so did I. I was not myself and I had alot of trouble that I did not discuss.

We did not communicate to each other clearly and I wish we did. I will say onething, I will never meet a person like you again and will never feel the same towards them.

You cannt sleep at night mona, and that is because of me. I sometimes think alot (well, you knokw me ), and my problem is i keep things inside. I think we both have some negatives that have caused us to get down to this.

I hope you dont hate me as you said. I swear I never had a bit of hate towards you.

One thing I would like to say, please dont delete this message as I also want my voice heard. One message to M.N, do not judge people just like that. Feelings and emotions are not just words you can judge people on. I do thank you however for the kind response to Mona.

Mona… Wallah i dont know what to say… I am such an idiot… May god bless you and bring you happiness in your life.

Take care and keep in touch. ”

Ok.. I will take the honours of posting the FIRST and LAST reply to you since it is my blog. First off.. why do you come to my blog in the middle of the night to post this excuse and asking for people’s opinions? Can’t you JUST EMAIL ME! Or you forgot my email address? Also do you still live in another time zone.. Cuz frigg you always seem to be awake at 3 am.. This is Canada not Europe or Middle EAST’s Time ZONE! I don’t know why you tried to sound so serene and innocent in your reply.. and you always seem to show up when I write something about you.. and this time you are asking not to delete it.. well I won’t.. I will just dedicate this ENTIRE post just for you! You know this entire blog was MADE cuz you fucken ruined my life and made me miserable.. So why the hell you come here and invade the last space I have where I can SAY what I want? Also why you still thinking about me? You never liked me.. You just used me whenever you wanted MONEY or wanted HELP in anything.. when you finished school and got a job I BECAME the last in your list.. don’t you have cousins to go hang out with in clubs and bars or go travel to montreal or toronto and waste your money there with cousins and people that don’t even like you.. Good thing I was in a really bitchy mood when I asked you to give me ALL My money back that you took for me or I would have seriously felt stupid till now.. So please MY DREADED EX.. I want you to leave me alone.. If you want to continue coming to my blog to read shit about you then go ahead.. It’s a free blog for my lovely visitors.. but don’t expect me to be nice to you and sincere.. I would never be that towards you.. So I suggest you leave me alone and forget about me cuz seriously.. all you ever did was make me sad and lonely.. And yes.. all you cared about is your self.. You were just being a normal selfish Arabic guy. I mean my best friend has this issue too with the guy she likes.. and her friend has the same problem.. It is just a circle.. Arab guys in our generation are complete asses. What are we to do? There are always the odd few good guys out there.. but finding them is like looking for a needle in a hay stack.. IMPOSSIBLE.. So My Dreaded EX.. you ruined my life.. you made me miserable… you used me.. you changed your phone number.. and you only talk to me when something bad is said about you or if you need anything from me.. So from now on. I have nothing for you.. I don’t know you and I really don’t have anything to say to you.. and yes I blocked you off my msn.. and I really don’t like talking to you or have any feeling of remorse or kindness towards you.. And you should feel special that I am dedicating this post for you. I could have just emailed it to you.. but since this whole blog was made for you.. I just had to dedicate it to you….

Thanks for RUINING my morning!

I suggest no one posts a comment.. I know he won’t after reading this.. So I am removing commenting to this post. I really don’t want to discuss this problem anymore. It’s OVER!

Whatever!

I need some ZEN in my life.

Any suggestions? I want to be calm and stress free.. I am pretty calm now.. but still.. I am going to sleep early tonight.. I cannot keep doing this 1 or 2 am sleep time.. I have really hard time getting up in the morning..

Random Thoughts

Ok I am taking a breather from studying.. and I keep getting email notification. To my excitement I think it is someone who is human emailing me. On the contrary.. it’s everyone’s favourite emails. SPAM!

I really DESPISE spam. Although I get an average of 200 emails of SPAM on week days and about 100 on weekends (rough estimation).. That is just from one email account. My work account is another story.. but I got spam filter there in my thunderbird.. however.. spam sometimes makes me feel special. I feel sometimes that someone out there really likes to send me stuff to grab my attention. I get various emails. I get emails from celebrities, from people in Nigeria wanting to send me money if I give them my bank account, lottery winning, free microsoft software, and everyone’ favourite. PORN! ok whatever.. but the celebrity ones are my favourite cuz for a minute I think wow… Julia Roberts is a desperate looser emailing me. lol Also the depression drugs at great low prices.. that is classic.. I need VALIUM! Large quantities at reduced prices. But think about it for a minute. The more spam you get, the more popular you are. Now a days you ask people on a daily bases. How much spam you got today? I say 100.. another guy says I beat you! I got 150!.. daaaaaaaaam.. he beat me.. he is more special! This is what spam has become. A quantitative computation of the maximum number of crap you don’t want to read per day that some how makes you feel special. It’s amazing!

Also my blog.. I get lots and lots of spam to it too… and I have turned up my filter so it will catch more spam.. however, some older articles with certain key phrases or words that spam bots love are being spammed. So what do I do? I just remove commenting from that post. Who reads old posts anyways? I don’t! I don’t even read what I wrote yesterday. I don’t care! I write.. and I don’t look back.. but SPAM bots do!

So whom ever invented spam.. it’s just an ASS hole advertiser. A marketing scheme. Isn’t it enough we are forced to watch commercials and are sent flyers and stupid advertisment on a daily bases.. Not including phone calls.. that’s another STORY! I got spam phone calls to my cell phone! DAMN YOU PPL WHO HAVE MY MOBILE NUMBER! BURN IN HELL CUZ I WILL NEVER PICK IT UP! But EMAIL! Common.. I don’t want spam in my email. It’s a virtual world that I like to be in all the time.. I like the internet.. but now it is just another stupid ADVERTISING medium which is getting very boring to be a part of. Why can’t I go back to 1998 where I had my first hotmail account and the only emails I got are from this cute guy I used to chat with on IRC? looool

PS. I got spammed twice (mail filter didn’t catch) while I was writing this entry!

Angry, Whatever!

I did this stupid million thank you thing.. You know what.. I THINK I AM THE FIRST PERSON WHO REACHED A MILLION!! It took about 25 hours to complete! I left my computer on.. and GUESS WHAT!! IT GOES OVER A MILLION!! This thing is stupid!! http://axonnsd.org/WebData/FlashFun/flash/thankyou.swf

WILL IT GO OVER 9,999,999 .. Should I leave it RUNNING!? NOP!! I am closing it NOW!!

Angry

hahaha.. love this song.. make sure your volume is up!

I removed it from the main page.. so it will just play in this post if you click play..

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That La, La, La Rihanna lyrics

Here we go
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA Yeah
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA Uh
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA
Rihanna

Oh LA Oh LA Oh LA Oh LA

(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA (Uh Huh) Yeah
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA (OhOhOhOh) Sing it
(Oh) LA LA LA LA LA LA Come on
Oh LA Oh LA Oh LA Oh LA Oh

[Verse 1]
You said we girls but all the while, you look at my
man with a funny smile. Now I don’t look it might be me,
but ain’t no need to bump so tightly.

That night we all hanging at the club. You tell mr. d.j.
wanna rub a dub. When I don’t look you a chance to ask my
man to come and dance.

[Bridge:]
What me and he have got is solid as a rock, so take your shot.
Don’t even waste your time. Cause a love like ours is hard to find.
(Oh Oh Oh Oh)

[Chorus:]
(OH) Cause He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) our love is strong yes it’s keeping me fortified.
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
(OH) He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) So fall back, don’t be hit and you can’t deny
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right

[Verse 2]
I hope you take this as a lesson learned. This ain’t that
kind of party so just let it burn. The next time you see me
act like you know. I don’t play those games, don’t take me for a joke

[Bridge:]
What me and he have got is solid as a rock, so take your shot.
Don’t even waste your time. Cause a love like ours is hard to find.
(Oh Oh Oh Oh)

[Chorus:]
(OH) Cause He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) our love is strong yes it’s keeping me fortified.
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
(OH) He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) So fall back, don’t be hit and you can’t deny
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right

Oh-Oh-Oh Oh Oh Yeah Rihanna
Here we go
we got, we got, what him and me, we got, We got

(OH) Cause He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) our love is strong yes it’s keeping me fortified.
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
You better get it right

We got it, we got it,we we we got it
(he’s the only one I need)
We got it, we got it,we we we got it
(he’s the only one I need)
We got it, we got it,we we we got it
(he’s the only one I need)

[Chorus:]
(OH) Cause He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) our love is strong yes it’s keeping me fortified.
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right
(OH) He’s got me singing that la la la
(OH) So fall back, don’t be hit and you can’t deny
(OH) Oh yes he keep it rocking like la la la
(Sing) (Oh Oh Oh Oh) Ladies get it right, better get it right

[Repeat]

Rihanna Lyrics

My taste of Music