Making peace..

Interesting how the mind works at times. I have been very calm lately. It is strange. I am not angry or pissed off anymore. I donno why. I am also very unmotivated and I don’t care too much about anything anymore. I donno what I have become. Maybe more like a zombie. It has been a very quiet and calm weekend. Well beside the fact my dad’s car is broken down and he paid to fix it.. he got it back yesterday.. tried to turn it on.. nothing.. he thought it was the battery cuz the ignition is messed up.. It tries.. it coughs.. it wants to turn on.. nothing.. Poor car. I think it is suffering.

Oh well.. that is that.. hmm.. what else.. I donno. I wish I can seriously motivate my self to be more active. I want to have a fun and energetic life. I wonder what I can do. I want to join something or be part of something. Just to have a daily motive.. I wonder what I can do. I want to start a group. Like maybe a computer arab group. Programming, animations, and hardware. Something were all arabs all over the world can contribute or advertise their computer achievements. I wonder if anyone would be interested in that.. hmm..

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