Back to reality..

I know I have not been writing much lately.. I donno. I guess I have a lot in my mind that even words cannot be written down. I guess I am just confused. I have so many thoughts. So many things to do and I feel like I always have a road block of some sort in my way.

Also I have been very tired lately. I sleep a lot. I think I have fatigue or low iron. But it is not as bad. I have not gotten to the dizzy state.. Just lazy state. I donno. I just keep wondering what I am doing with my life. What I want to accomplish and why. I think cause I am getting older and I have not settled down to anything productive or interesting enough. Hmm. I don’t know. I just need time to think more. I seriously need a vacation, but I don’t know where or when. I am seriously debating going to Europe. England maybe. Somewhere English speaking. Or I was thinking of being Canadian and just go south of the border. WAY south to Mexico. Aah.. I love winter, but not the way the weather has been acting up lately. Icy and rainy ice. It’s not pleasant. I rather have plain snow. White streets and grass..

It’s nice to be under a palm tree right now.

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