Life organization boohs

I have been trying to be good lately. I am trying to be organized and keep up with all my work. I feel depressed sometimes that I cannot finish all my work.. or I cannot do my work well enough. I have really high expectations of my self and I just feel moody and depressed if I don’t meet my own expectations.

I donno.. I have just been so depressed lately about working and school and life. I think I really just want time off and be somewhere else. Somewhere far away. I have not had a real vacation since I was 18. That is sad! I need time off. I am going to take a week off in February. I really want that. I just need time to be alone and mellow and not do anything or think about anything or anyone.

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