the spark is there, u just have to reach out and light it man i talk a lot! lol
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but judging by the way your wrote this post, the level of frustration between the lines, you need one of those spontaneous vacations. the ones that don’t have long term planning. the get up and go the next day kind.

probably hard to pull off but it’ll give you a decent boost.

i always wanted to take a car and drive across canada.

yeah

that’s not happenin’

they say that Michelangelo sat for a year just studying this big block of concrete without moving all day long. and when they asked him what he was doing he would reply along the lines of “i’m creating my masterpiece”

then he finally got up one day and started chipping away at the block and created david.

so maybe creativity is something that’s locked inside and it’s your job to chip away until you unleash it.

or maybe your love for art was meant to manifest itself in other ways. people should be paying you for something you’re doing anyways; for something you love.

other solutions include taking a vacation to clear your mind and/or finding yourself a muse.