Decisions decisions and time to relax.

I will start by discussing the events of yesterday. Yesterday I had an eventful day. I will start with work. I am making this encyclopedia site that seems to cause controversy with the design. The companies communication wants to contract out to a graphics company and the one leading the project wants me to do it because I am an easy access and I tend to work quickly. So torn in the middle all I hear is yapping from this person wants this.. this person wants that. Aah who cares. I can make web templates easily. I am not that lazy! I have some graphical talent and I can do whatever is needed. So I spent the whole day listening to people and making template demos. Aah.. so that was the end of that!

I hate being just a programmer and have to just listen to all this crap. I want to just say that’s it! Make up your F@#!@$ mind now and end it there! This what happens when too many people are involved to make stupid decisions.

After that I just couldn’t wait to leave. So my friend drove all the way from Toronto. She was an hour late. Not only that.. she brought her weird friend that she kept telling me she is so pretty.. blah blah.. and how she is jealous of her. I saw the girl and I was not really impressed. I actually wanted to see beyond that overly dyed hair and all that makeup! But guess not. So we went to eat sushi.. yumm. I miss sushi. I didn’t pig out much. I wasn’t in the mood to eat. I just wanted to have bits and pieces.

So I went home right after that and she left to some birthday party. At home I just couldn’t wait to just sleep! At the same time I wanted to relax and watch TV. I miss TV. Like actually watching.. not just having it as background sound. It’s great watching TV shows and movies at night.

That was all yesterday.. this morning I woke up fresh. First time in over a week I wake up fully satisfied of a long night’s sleep. Did I dream? I don’t remember. If I don’t than that’s good! I don’t like to dream. I always have weird dreams that freak me out or sometimes I wake up and go on with my day thinking that something did happen. And that thing wasn’t a dream. Hmm. I really don’t like dreaming. Only one time or two times in my life I think I woke up in the middle of the night not being able to breath and my chest was burning. I think I was not breathing at some point during the night. Like people who suffer from sleep apnea. But other times I do wake up from nightmares in shock. :S I know freaky. That’s why I don’t like dreaming. And when I am really tired I have really bad dreams cause even if I am tired I sleep thinking too much. Cause the only time I sleep late if I am up late thinking too much. Doing homework. Or thinking about something that just keeps me up late. Aaghh. In reality I don’t like to sleep cause of dreams.

Me no like dreams.

So now I am actually feeling sleepy cause I woke up early. I always wake up early.. but I slept a lot yesterday so I woke up early cause of that. Well I should sleep because I have a long day tomorrow cause I did nothing today! So Sunday will not be such a relaxing day!

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