As my mom says.. I am loud! Even my sister thinks I am loud. So I told them I am half deaf in my right ear and I cannot hear anything! So we ended that discussion real quick cause in reality, I cannot hear well!! So I am loud.. I’m loud.. you know it!

Anyways.. also today I decided to join Jazzercise! It’s not a gym, but more of a aerobics, yoga classes, and kick boxing. Stuff I can really use to beat up people. I am out of shape (big time), and I need to get back my adrenaline and go back to my old self. Soon I will look for a Tak-Wan-Do or Karate class. I have so much anger in me that I need to get it out but beating up people! I can’t wait!!

Tomorrow is the first class I will be going to. I will die. I will keep dying for a week or two.. but after that.. I will beat YOU up! muwahahaha!

Funny, Random Thoughts

Today I decided that I don’t want to be a member of Facebook anymore. I got bored and tired of people trying to add me to their list that I don’t know. I got tired of people messaging me that I don’t know. I just got tired of having a list of people just as a number. I don’t really talk to anyone. I could care less. If I wanted to talk to people I would use a messenger or face to face. I just got bored.

I lost interest. It is no longer amusing to me. It was, but I get bored easily.

I rather stick to my blog writing and reading. Looking at other people’s profiles is not interesting anymore. Just plain boring.

Random Thoughts, Whatever!

I spent my morning searching looking for other blogs. Someone out there must be an interesting person. I would say a majority of bloggers I found are moms in their mid-30’s. I thought that was interesting. They are great writers by the way. I was just not interested in reading about their kids and what they did that day. So I then searched for bloggers who have a little bit more spark. Something that gives them a type of uniqueness about their writing. Finding them was a bit hard. I would have to be doing this as a full time weekend job to find more interesting bloggers. Hmm.. I need to do more searching. Anyone out there know a few? I am not really focusing on Arabic blogs. I just want blogs that are worth reading!

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For some reason while reading a lot of blogs out there, I always get confused of the nationality of the person writing it. I always see those bloggers who are from Jordan. They claim to be Jordanian. I understand they live or lived in Jordan and have Jordanian nationality, but are they originally from there? I have talked to many of them, and read a lot of their entries, and discovered they are Palestinian. I am like why not just say you are Palestinian? I even know people here in Canada who are from lebanon and worse they speak lebanese hardcore and never lived there (their parents did)… and they speak the dialect. However, they are Palestinian!

My concern is that the Palestinian name will go away. I thought the whole reason we are causing such daily international news was cause we are Palestinian! So what happened? Why my generation is slowly denying or not being proud of who they are! We are Palestinian, our parents where, our grand parents were, and our CHILDREN will be!

I am Canadian now but I will never deny who I am. Why should I?

Ranting as usual!, They said what?, Whatever!

Sometimes I wonder who my friends are. I am not a very social person. So I never go around talking to people and just want to make friends. That’s seriously not me. I rather be with a small group of people. Not be too involved in personal affairs. Just small groups. One or two friends. I mean I look back at my life and I sit there and wonder who my real friends are. Should I count them on both my hands? No. One hand is enough. I have zero trust in people when I first meet them. After what happened to me this week. I look back and really understand now how to get people to show their true colours.

Just need to piss them off. Just need to push their buttons and see what they are really made of. Actually I am joking.Â�? I don’t need to push anyone’s buttons or piss them off. All I got to do is not agree with them. Say my opinion. Tell them they are wrong. Then I will see what they are really made of. Their true colours will shine and everything will be out in the open.

That’s all you got to do. Just disagree with them.

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