To be in love..
Sometimes life is funny. You sit there and you wonder who truly loves who. You sit there and think that you love someone so much.. and yet they don’t love you back. Other times someone loves you so much, yet you cannot love them back. I had many similar experiences.. Yet I look back and think.. what if I have given that guy a chance..?? Or if I wasn’t too picky. But now thinking about it. Maybe it was the best decision. I mean I completely don’t believe in love anymore. It’s pure BS. And I will never love again. I promised my self that. I am a really emotional person and I cannot stand being hurt again. So I sit there all morning and this guy I went to university with keeps talking to me and asks me if I got married yet. and why.. and will I ever go to UAE cause he moved there.. I was like holy crap.. leave me alone.. I have no interest in going to any Arabic country and obviously I have no interest in you! I am pretty mean when someone continually pisses me off….
Then there are times when I just wish love wasn’t that big of a deal. I mean what is love really? I mean is it an obsession? Is it continually thinking of someone non stop day in and day out? I mean what’s the big deal really? Love.. such a stupid word I swear. Why not just call it obsession! That’s really what it is about. Your obsessed with someone and when that someone leaves you, than you go crazy.. because the daily obsessive habits have been stopped ever so suddenly. That’s all it is! And since obsession is a psychology disorder (ie, obsessive compulsive behavior), than you are cured when the obsessiveness ends! See.. so stop love.. no need to be obsessed and everything will be great!
Who am I kidden.. I am crazy.. 
What the hell am I saying now? Who knows.. half the time I have no clue what I am saying.. all I know is that more people are heartbroken and sad and don’t believe in such thing as real love.. I am part of that clique.. and I think I was forced into it slowly.. than was initiated as its VIP member! So I call a meeting today..!! Who will join my craziness!! Let’s all be selfish, mean and not be in love anymore.. it’s the only way to not be hurt or ever think of someone to hurt us again!!
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LOL .. I believe there are different types of love, the obsession kind is like you said when you get used to that person all the time and when it’s over, you feel lonely not because there are feelings hanging there but because you spent your life as 2, and now it’s hard to be back to one.. it’s almost as if you forget how it feels to live as 1!
There is the mature love too, one that would make you laugh at your silly stupid past experiences, open your eyes, and show you the big mistakes you’ve done. This is the one that includes the brain, not only the heart.
So im to wish you to love and be loved again, then I hope it’d be the mature love! The one that will make you redefine what the word love truely means, and wipe all your pains … blocks the past for you so that you’d move on strongly, freshly and lively!
HELL YEAH.. I am joining the call so count me in!
I had had it! in every time a new heart break and bla bla bla.. you know I used to believe in love and all but I think now it’s only a BS
Yeah I did post something about true love not so long ago, but now I guess I have my answer that love is only some kind of obsession juts like you said!
So let’s not love again, and like you said-sadly enough-it’s the only way not to be hurt again! LET’S BE FREE
thanks Dima for your nice words..
Jasim.. poor you.. you seem happily depressed!!
Mona, you are so young to suffer so. I hope you will not close your heart, and build a fortified wall around to keep people/men out. Self=protection doesn’t work nearly as well as God’s. I speak from experience…after many heartbreaks, and failed marriage, I built such a wall, made such a vow. The wall was so high I almost missed the man I’ve been married for well over a decade. Thankfully, he could see I was scrambling to take it down and was patient. An open heart, although at risk, never has to be revived as a closed one does.
Hey, just so you know, I tried to get a gravatar, still working on a suitable image.
thanks for helping out the technosaurs of the blogging world.
Well , usually when we fail in something , or when we cant reach or acheive something , we leave it behind , trying to convince ourselves that we dont need it anymore ……. till some time , when we recharged ourselves again and give it another try !
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CheeerZ!
thanks kinzi… hope you add a new gravatar soon..
Dar.. hehe.. you like the emoticons eh?
love when one life really is good truth but I can understand
that one can be disappointed in love that can be very hard
(depressed) but to be to like and to love somebody I think that is beautiful
Hah…count me in… i think the more passionate you are..the more difficulty you will have in relationships. (shrugs) just my two cents…which at the current inflationary rate should equate to about 3 empty packets of Splenda. Talk about the wrong guy at the wrong place at the wrong time… my life story. blah!
It’s ok Robert.. I know how you feel. To me it is alot of coffee and high amounts of fudge..