Blogger’s Shadow
Something is weird in the blog world that maybe people out there who don’t blog may not know. Has any blogger felt like someone so close to them is reading what they are writing and actually seeing them in a different eye? For example, someone you know doesn’t know anything about your blog, or maybe does, but showed little interest in reading it. So you blog away not caring because in reality, why would you care what anyone in the world thinks of your writing? Then suddenly, one day, out of no where, that person seem to know more about you and more about your thoughts. You sit there and wonder and tell your self, “do I have to change my writing tone, slow down a bit, and change the way I present my deep thoughts to the world?” Is that worth the effort to change?
I sit here struggling about this. I know many people that read my blog that maybe I thought would not care too much to. Or wouldn’t care to read it. Than out of no where seem to know the whole world around me. Than I have to sit there and try to remember if I ever told them anything. How do they know so much? Maybe I am not sure about this. I don’t know who reads my blog. They have to tell me. I am just speculating because I am not a very open person and I never remember what I say to people. Especially if I am intoxicated with sugar and having a bad day. I seem to say things out of the ordinary without thinking. It’s my halal wait of getting intoxicated! looool Isn’t that funny? I always wanted to make this clear. I maybe rebellious thinker, but I sure am healthy and I worry too much about my liver. 
But not my blood sugar. I am gonna die from diabetes! That’s what my mom always tells me! 
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I enjoy your writing….through reading your blog I know few things about you and your life but not to the point to know who you really are because writing is a form of expression that reflects your inner self and it does not reflect you as a whole person.
Few people I know in real life read my blog…and I do not really try to write what i think differently because of these people. my husband is one person that gets to read what I write every once in a while…I do care about my readers, but I do not think much about their reaction if I want to rant about something…I always try to be courteous, honest and transparent in my writing because this is how I am and this is how my writing style is, and NOT because I am afraid to reflect a certain impression to my readers… After all, this is my space to express my thoughts and if it was read by anyone, then it is their business how they deal with it!
Yea, interesting. Most of my friends don’t read my blog, but a few do and knowing they do is like accountability to me to be responsible about what I write and remember I am ranting to the whole wide world…what will I think about this opinion in 5 years?
I have a few people reading my blog regularly that I am not at all happy about, but I suppose there is nothign I can do about it.
Well I guess I know what are you talking about, although I am new in blogging wise! but I guess yeah for every blogger there is a shadow one way or another..
Anyway congrats on your new look, it’s nice
know to write is not given has all the people you can then do in a very good manners does not think too much write all what you can because can be one day you will not want to write more.
If is thanks to sugar and your diabetes that you write as that takes much sugar.
Since I can write my thought good of bad I test of me expressed by this way.