Getting in trouble and now I can get my anger out!
Well.. today was an interesting day. I got in trouble this morning from my boss because I am moody and sick of working on the same thing over and over. I just got sick of it! I feel like I am making something for non appreciative people. I swear. If they decide out of no where that they don’t like it, they will just decide, oh we are willing to pay 10,000 dollars for a stupid redesign from an external company and would rather treat me like crap.. I just can’t believe I flipped on my boss. 
I always feel like he is the middle man who has to suffer from crazy women. I am the craziest of them all! I think I am the worst person to deal with because I am so stubborn and so moody! I also think I have serious frustrations and I feel like putting it out on somebody. My boss was the victim. Sorry! 
……. but… (Standing ovation to me).. I mean (cut my head off now!) .. 
I am so bad.. one day my attitude will seriously get me fired when my boss comes to his senses and realizes I am a nut case! (Maybe he thinks that now.. ) I know that for sure.
He also said I am a bad communicator. Me? .. hell ya! I agree. I will not deny that. I suck at talking.. but I don’t like whining either, so I don’t talk! That’s why I have a blog.. (The main reason!)..cause I friggen will flip on people because I have this mental problem thinking that people around me are not like me! I like things done a certain way and for a reason. I love to ask why, how, when, done! That’s my philosophy. I am a doer! I like things to have an aim and purpose and to get it done! I don’t like to flip flop.. boo.. it’s the worse thing for me to deal with!
Anyways.. so today I went to my first Jazzercise class. I dragged my sister too. Although she was way better than me! The class was great. I felt like I was awaken from my lazy ass sitting on the chair all day job and forcing my self to dance! We did Salsa, cha cha, tango, crazy aerobics! How do I feel now? Well I was dying. Literally, I felt like I was going to faint, but I was like dammit! My stupid little brat of a sister will not beat my lazy ass!! I will show her that my ass is not lazy but sleepy and needs to be awaken.
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There were many times when I felt that my boss will reach a point where he’d fire me
but the good thing is that I know he won’t.. we’re too good at work to be fired 
this is why they keep us.. hahahaha
Well in on position keeps that good worker the Boss are always hard(fire) with the good worker.
You see that make good make Jazzercise
yep.. being a really good employee kind of eliminates the firing procedure! :rofl: