Life is Interesting

I tried many times in my life to just think about the cause of people’s actions. Why some people always seek control and power to belittle other people? Why some people get offended from the truth when someone tells it? Worse yet, to tell the truth to the world and you get insulted and ridiculed for it. Why is the world filled with lies and dishonesty? Who are we to believe and who can we trust?

Sometimes I wish I had an answer to my questions. People always say, “you got to live and learn.” So we spend out lifetime just learning about these things. Some of us just keep living the journey of learning. In other words, our curiosity controls our actions. We are always curious and always thinking of many scenarios and many possible outcomes. We are also always hoping for something and always dreaming. However, what are we dreaming for? What are we hoping for? Doesn’t reality get the best of us. It hits us in the face that our heads turn and we cannot turn it back because it is too painful, and sometimes impossible. We keep planning, hoping, dreaming, but for what? We try our best to control our future, but in the end, it controls us.

Do we live and learn from our mistakes? Not really. We just continually make them because we are irrational, sensitive, emotional beings. Our emotions are stronger than our logic. But how do balance it? It’s quite difficult. All we got to do in life is just accept things the way they are and just try to understand people’s actions as a sign of weakness. People are afraid of telling the truth, and showing the truth. People have too much pride to tell the truth. They have too much pride when you tell the truth and then they belittle you and make you feel so small and insignificant in other people’s eyes. They don’t want you to be honest because it will damage them.

It is just human nature. Look at how most of the people are living in this world. They are oppressed, ridiculed, and punished for telling the truth and for standing up for what they believe in. They are also punished for what others have done. There is no justice in this world. No equality. There is no justice even between our selves. Not even with the closest people to us.

So who can we trust in this world? What do we really end up learning from life?

Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post, Whatever!