Happiest Moment

Sometimes I look back at my life and wonder what is the happiest moment in my life. A moment in my life that I felt overly happy filled with joy and happiness. An uncontrollable feeling that I cannot describe. I sit here and think and wonder what that felt like. How it happened, and who I was with or what the situation was. I kept wondering about that moment. Those thoughts that were going on in my head at that precise moment. So I am sitting here thinking and trying to remember what it was. I try to collect all my thoughts and think of it. I try to flip through all the thoughts and memories in my head to remember.

However, what did I remember?

I don’t remember anything. I don’t remember what made me happy. I don’t think I ever had a moment of extreme joy and happiness. That magical feeling. I wonder how it feels like.

Laughing and smiling does not make you a happy joyful person. That is just an exterior cover. A masque to hide your true feelings. You need to be truly happy from the inside. You need to actually feel comfort and joy.

I wonder how that moment would feel like.

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