Druggy, work, and heart burn

I don’t really have a theme to this post, so I will just talk about my day. Today I got up, showered, straightened my hair, and went off to work. I walked to the bus stop and it was seriously humid. You can feel that it is about to rain. So anyways, I sat on the bus, and after 3 or 4 stops, a girl comes in the bus. Very skinny girl. She had a lighter and cigarette pack in her hand. She was wearing a bare midrif tank top. A very small little skirt that barely covered her butt, and she had the skirt rolled higher up with her panties. It was weird and disgusting. It was all yellow coloured. The girl sat next to me and then she closed her eyes and her body kept kneeling forward. She looked so sleepy. Her legs had bluish spots on it and she looked like she was on drugs. Also she barely looked 15 or 16. But her face and body looked so pale and yellow.

As I got off the bus I looked back and wondered where was she going? To the University? Why? That was the last stop and I work at the University. So I just thought it was weird or she totally missed her stop.

Anyways, as the day progressed I was at work. Doing some work, and out of no where I lost interest in what I am doing. I was so light headed and I just couldn’t get any work done. It was horrible. I kept convincing my self, I need to work, I want to finish my work. I am sick of my work, I hate my project cause it is so boring and I just want to get it DONE! Aah.. it was hard to concentrate. I need to get my work in gear. I think cause it is summer and hot and I just want to be lazy all day.

So I kept thinking about this, what would my life be if I was a lazy house wife. I just wanted to do nothing. I felt like all my life, since I was 3 and a half years old, I was in school or working. I am just tired. I wonder how it feels when I don’t have anything to do. Nothing. What would my life be? Obviously I would have money cause I would have married my sugar daddy, but still. Can I live my life just being at home all day and being a house wife?

Then I told my self that I am stupid and I think weird things. I am the ultimate get my self busy, work my ass off to earn my money kind of gal. So no I would never do that.

So when I got home I had to finish more work and then go off to the gym. I got into a fight with my sister in the middle of the mall and I just started screaming at her. She got pissed and said, “oh my God, you are so embarrassing, I want to walk 10 feet away from you and I am telling mom!” I was mad then I felt bad cause I have zero patience and bad temper and I decided to take her to the music store and let her buy a stupid music CD. She is just obsessed with music!

After that we went home and I just continued my work, chatted with some people and I keep drinking water. I keep trying to drink lots of water cause I have a major heart burn right now. I just feel acid boiling in my throat. Aaggh.. I think it is from all the cola I drink. I need to stop drinking POP!

I’m tired now and I have a chat session now! How come no one goes to my chat sessions? Talk to me people. I am live certain hours of the day on my site you guys have the opportunity to talk to me! So come and chat a bit. I am usually online for like an hour or so chatting. Join the chat and let’s have some crazy talk!

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