Open your arms to change, but don't let go of your values.

My title sounds like a song eh? Fun fun!! Anyways, I got home today and I was pretty mellow and pretty busy with life.. I have a list of chores to do, but I will do them tomorrow and on the weekend. Fun!! Anywho, so I am bored now.. sitting here watching TV. I have no idea what I am watching. Some show on NBC I think.

So I want to watch movie and play games.. I got a game on my GameBoy advanced that I want to play. It’s fun RPG game!! hehehe… I also got a bunch on the computer to play.. dooh.. well I got lots of games and no time to play them.. lol Well I got time, if there is such things as the 25th or 26 hour of the day. That would make life a lot more productive!!

Oh by the way, to get back to yesterday’s bitchiness and to prove my point. Guess what mom cooked today..? White rice and chicken nuggets in the oven.. wohoo.. healthy eh?? I need to start cooking again. I am seriously going to die from junk food heart attack at this rate!!

Ok! Well I am continually stalked by someone in particular who keeps reading my blog. Every time I post something he is there reading it. I am sick of him. Yes “HIM”.. How do I know you may ask? Well, I have an IP tracker, and since I know his IP address I see exactly, when, which page he is visiting. I mean, I told a whole fucken story in my site about him and he got pissed, yet he continually keeps coming to my blog. Since yesterday’s post was such a bitch fest, and I am sick of my home; I decided to end it. I was fed up with him checking my blog and giving a shit about my life. So I emailed him to tell him to stop checking my blog.. cause “I KNOW”.

So I emailed him that this morning. He emails me back about an hour later saying, “oh I think I didn’t turn on the proxy so I can hide my IP to see your site, how is your day today, isn’t it such a nice day?”

LIE ONE! He continually checks my site with the same IP address!

Then I emailed him back saying, “too bad your proxy doesn’t work since you use an RSS feed to view my site!”

He emailed back very very mad and saying how much he cares about me and he was just checking on me. He also said that I need to think positive, positive things and he is tired of me being so pessimistic, and he wishes that I changed my attitude. And he said that I shouldn’t listen to people from the internet.. etc.. etc. Then he was pissed from the word rebellious and kept saying, why are you rebellious anyways, what is rebellious? why you say you are if your not, it is just a word and means nothing.

Obviously I was already pissed, but this completely pissed me off! So I emailed him back bitching at him! A very precise to the point email with complete bitchiness. Pretty much how dares he go on my site and starts blaming me for my attitude and way of life since he is the REASON for all my misery! .. what an ass. I swear if he was in front of me, well he will never be in front me cause I don’t ever want to see him again. Anyways, I would seriously kick him or take a bat and hit him with it. He just won’t leave me alone!! Fuck.. then I told him that if he comes to my site one more time I will block his IP.. I should do it anyways and not waste time. I can’t believe he said that I need to change. What an idiot.. I can’t believe that he won’t leave me ALONE!

AAAAAAAAAAAGHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I am so pissed and I need to smack someone.. I didn’t even want to talk to people at work. I don’t give a crap about anyone, I just want to be left alone. I want to hit something badly!