I’m lacking the drive..
I don’t know what is wrong with me lately. I think it is the heat, although it is a nice day. I am just overly stressed and angry. I don’t know why honestly. I just think I have too many angry thoughts that I seem to just nag and complain and get angry ever so easily. It sucks. Also I take things too seriously. I need to learn to relax. The other day I took my blood pressure reading, and I was really in a bad mood and angry, and it was 131/89! I was like holy crap. Since when my blood pressure ever so high? So the next morning I took it again when I was calm and cool and I got 107/68! Wohoo.. hahaa.. Like I said, at my rate I am seriously gonna suffer from a heart attack at an early age. I need something calm and relaxing to do. I wonder what I can do to relax.
Go on a vacation? A cruise? Blah.. I don’t want to go alone. I am tempted but I get bored easily. I like company. See this is the part that sucks! Agghh..
Someone help me from my mass hysteria and constant angry rage! It is causing me great anxiety and hyperventilation! I need a drink!
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I wanna go with such a beautiful and free thinking girl!
Who or what are u angry at?
Sometimes when people try to block out certain feelings for fear of upsetting others they get terribly anxious and develop “body” symptoms similiar to what you’re describing.
U must be ANGRY at someone or something but don’t want to fully express it.
So like I said who or what are u angry at???
Rich – go where exactly?
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Jason – I am angry with my self. I will explain later. Maybe in tomorrow’s post!
Cruise! :rofl:
a cruise seriously sounds like a good idea today.. since it is nasty and gloomy outside.. I love spring like temperatures with a nice sunshine and some cute cumulus clouds!