When to say THAT’S IT!
So this is the real reason why I am pissed off today. I mean it was like a cherry on top of a horrible day. My mother saw me chatting on msn with my friend. She is my only friend and only person I can trust and talk to. My mom then asks with such bewilderment and says, “don’t you have any other friends?”
I bursted out and I seriously flipped and I screamed so loud. I couldn’t believe she asked that. Was it a diss that I only have one friend? Is it because she lives in another city? I mean common.. how many friends out there would drive to your city, about 200 km back and forth during the day to just hang out and have lunch with you? I believe that is a good friend and a person who actually likes me as a friend.
Here is what I really wanted to say to my mom instead of screaming hysterically.
Dear mom,
I am sorry that I am not a social person who only knows various gossiping women. I am sorry I am not like their daughters, all engaged or married and moved on with their lives. I am sorry I am still at home and bugging you with my presence. I am sorry that I can’t make friends with random people just to be a social guru like you. I am sorry I am not an ideal perfectly fit and gorgeous daughter that you wish I am so I can be the envy amongst your friends. I am just sorry that I am your daughter and you are ashamed of me.
Your eldest 26 year old daughter.
-Mona
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Real friends are kinda hard to come by… at least that is my own experience..but Im not very good at trusting. Others I know seem to make friends easily. My best friend in the world just moved out and now says she enjoys being around her mom more…..sometimes too much time around someone causes friction…?? I dunno.. I tend to need lapses of time away from everyone… except my best friend ..who tends to need time away from ME..
I guess Im stressful to know. So what is my opinion…?? deep breaths and a few multiplication tables in your head… she’s your mom after all..gotta let her slide once in a while.
Does your mother ever say anything nice to you?
nop.. seldom never!
i liked the letter
That’s very sad.
wow…that is sad…
What is your relationship with your mom and why is she this way with you? Too bad the two of you cannot just sit and have a heart to heart. Life is so short. I get really pissed at my mom but then I think, is it worth it? She is 68 and will not change but I can change how I react to her. :tatty2.gif: