Yesterday I decided to buy a new domain name for my niece. We want to post her pics daily. So I decided to make one.. I don’t know yet how I will design it. I will look into it. I want t make it fun and kid like.. Hmm..

Also I am relaxing now at work. I finished a major major part of the game I am making. I finished it and now I sent it to QA to debug it for me.. yaay..

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I didn’t write about the incident that happened last week because I became an aunt and I was busy and tired and lacked sleep. So let’s roll back to last Monday or Tuesday. So over a week ago. I got a message on facebook from a person adding me as a friend with a message saying, “I know you won’t accept me, but I will try anyway.” I was like wtf.. Why the hell is HE adding me. Yes him! The one and only cause of my anger and my hatred. So let’s make this clear to everyone about the term boyfriend and girlfriend. No I was never really his girlfriend in any way. I spent more time fighting with the guy cause I couldn’t stand the way he acted and lived his life. We weren’t at the same wavelength at all times. Sometimes it was fine, we got along great. I was also very naive and just wanted to live a normal life.

So we made that clear right? A guy who I didn’t love that much because of various problems, but a person I cared about. Normal. I wasn’t stupid in any way like other Arab girls or anything and I am too Arabic and conservative culture wise.

Ok.. well he added me to facebook. I looked at the message and thought… well well.. what does he want? Cause I am really stubborn and I wanted to do the opposite of what he had said, so I accepted and added him to facebook.

Big mistake. Well, I could see his profile if I added him or not, but he couldn’t see mine. So he was on a role and was adding all his pathetic drunken cousins too. He also added a girl I knew from years ago that actually introduced me to him the first time and was on my list of friends.

So let’s get back. He was adding pictures and stuff of him and his family. I was looking at the pictures and I just couldn’t believe how he changed. And how disgusted I was from looking at him and his cousins. I was just too disgusted and thought to my self, “I actually liked this guy?” At that moment I thought, good he is gone and I know my self. I am not ugly and actually decent looking for an Arab girl. Too decent to be scene with a guy like him. So this incident happened at night. So next day I was browsing around on facebook and I saw on her profile a message from him. She was going on a trip to Europe and he was telling her, “please say hi to all the hot women there please.” She replied back saying, “sure thing..” If you read that you would be like whatever. It was just stupid. Then he replied back and said the same shit again in a more nastier and disgusting way to reassure her. I read it and I was like wtf? Is he for real? Like couldn’t he tell I can read this shit? What an idiot. So I removed him and her from facebook. I wasn’t really friends with her and I haven’t seen her in years. So I didn’t care. She was the one that added me but never really talked to me. So I removed both and I messaged him saying that he was pathetic.

So here is his reply back:

“You are VERY complicated!”

I read it and laughed. I thought to my self, of all these years that I have known him. Of all those stupid things he has done that no sane person would do, he called me complicated, and emphasized VERY complicated? I thought wow. I need plan B. Nothing I have said the past year in my blog or email has effected him at all. I was purely insulting him and making him appear like the worst human on earth the past year, and he called me complicated because I removed him from facebook cause I didn’t want to be friends with him or see stupid messages from him? Why the hell would I be friends with such an ass.

So I replied back in the meanest, most bitchiest message on earth. I had to remove names. It has to do with work. From long time ago. He used to work with me and he quit. I know he quit. He didn’t like my boss or work and my boss didn’t like him. So he quit before he fired him.

This was my reply to him,

“as complicated as you.. thanks for teaching me the art of complication..
by the way.. I want to bring things out to the table.. when I wrote that post on my blog about you.. XXXX read it.. and he told me this.. which I found very interesting.. he said.. why were you sad and blaming your self for him quitting.. I actually fired him but I kept it quite and didn’t want to cause a problem in the lab.. (as in me knowing)… So I donno if XXX is telling the truth to make me feel better, or you really quit.. in the end.. all I can say.. you made me miserable cause of it and guilty until the day XXX told me what really happened ..But you telling me that you quit cause of me and you didn’t want to be in the same room as me was the worst thing a person can do.. anyways.. enough said.. I rather believe XXX.. because his story makes sense.. a person who was so much in debt and was getting paid well.. why would he quit? lool..

well just be thankful you have a good job now.. really.. allah rady 3annak.. it was for the best.. and some how deep down inside.. I agree with XXX with what he did..”

Could I be any meaner? I knew he quit and my boss was trying to make me feel a bit better I guess. In the end I rather know that he was fired. I can convince my self that and I knew he quit cause of me. This was in 2004.

Within 30 minutes or so, he messages back. Two messages. One after the other. Some of it in Arabic. I will translate it in the end.

>> much in debt and was getting paid well.. why would he quit? lool..

Sure, believe him. Allah yakhdik intie wie yah.. You believe what you want to believe and do what you want to believe.

Allah yi3eenik 3ala 7alik.. intie wie XXX afandi, and yes I can come to the lab and say in HIS fuken eyes that I did quit.

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Translation:

Sure believe him, May God get rid of you and him (as in die). You believe what you want to believe and do what you want to believe.

May God help you from your self.. you and Mr. XXX, and yes I can come to the lab and say in HIS fuken eyes that I did quit.

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DONT FUKEN REPLY TO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE VERRRY PATHETIC FOR BELIEVING XXX.

7asbiya allah 3alaiky wie 3alaih..fuken leave me alone!

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Translation:

DONT FUKEN REPLY TO THIS BECAUSE YOU ARE VERRRY PATHETIC FOR BELIEVING XXX.

May God protect me (or something in that meaning) from you and him..fuken leave me alone!

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So it took how many emails and blog entries for him to get mad? Was he mad cause my boss reads my blog? Was he mad cause I said he got fired although I saw the email saying that he quit? So I thought to my self.. why didn’t I mention this earlier. I could have seriously gotten rid of him long time ago! Very long time ago.

However, until then, all I ever wanted him to say, “I hate you too.” Yes, I was actually waiting for him to say it. To actually end this crap. If he hated me, then he would fucken leave me the hell alone. He would stop constantly reading my blog, sending me stupid emails, and adding me to facebook.

So I blocked him from facebook as I read that message. So he can’t even find me or see my profile. I was like finally. Good riddens to bad rubbish. I should have done that long time ago, but I wasn’t expecting this. As I got the message, I was talking to my friend about it and showing her what he has written. 15 minutes of receiving the message, I got an SMS to my cell phone. I didn’t know the number obviously cause I removed him from my address book long time ago.

The SMS said,

Hey I don’t wanna see ur name in my life again! I never hated before.

I replied back quickly as I read that and said,

Who is this?

Haha.. I never got a reply back. I knew who it was. But the funny thing is, what if I didn’t check my message? But you know what, I think he sent the SMS after he realized I blocked him from facebook and he couldn’t send me any more stupid messages. It was his last chance to redeem his pride. He had to end it by saying that he hated me. Finally.. wohooo..

Too bad, cause I think of my self as a very stubborn, arrogant person with too much self pride, that no idiot out there would ever insult me. I mean it. Never ever.

So that’s the story of last week that I was too busy to write about. Now I am back and I will be rebelling in a new style. I don’t know what that style is yet, but I will eventually come up with something.

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I just got back from the hospital a few minutes ago. I was there from 7:30pm last night till now. I am an aunt of a beautiful little girl named Malak. It means Angel in English. She is a healthy baby girl at 3 kg, (6.9 pounds) and 19 inches long. She is so cute. She was born at 5:10 am. The cutest and prettiest baby I know.. I will post a pic or two tomorrow!! Time for me to sleep.. been up for too long!

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