Friends at work: Good, bad and ugly

I was reading this article on CNN about work and friendship. They highlighted the advantages of having friends at work, and the bad parts. When I was reading it I was laughing at every point, from the good, bad and ugly. I really couldn’t relate to any of them. I am scared of my co-workers and I am afraid to get close to them. I try but at the same time I back off cause I am scared of what they really think of me. So over the past few months I just became defensive and I just do my work because I am afraid my work will get jeopardized cause of them and I get blamed.

I think the problem is that I am the only girl there and 1 against 4 or 5 guys is not good odds at all. Well, I guess I am always going to be an outcast.

I am on vacation now. I wasn’t planning to do anything but stay as far away as possible from work. I needed a brake from everyone. So I will just be leaving the house and hanging around the city and see what I can do.

Anyways.. I am watching Beverly Hills 90210 marathon since 12 this afternoon.. hehehe.. I used to never watch this show when I was little. I guess it was too much.. :lol: Now I am enjoying it.. but I am still addicted to watching Friends re-runs. 

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