I feel hung over.

I never drank in my life, so don’t believe it.. however I didn’t sleep last night.. I just didn’t feel like it and I just sat there watching TV. I think eventually I fell sleep at 5 am, then I woke up at 6 am. Maybe my eyes just closed and I just got up real quickly. I didn’t feel the head rush or any pain..

It was when I was on the bus I felt it. With all the people and all the students off to school for their first day. The crowd, the noise.. it all got to me. I felt my head was pounding. I didn’t know where I was going or why. I just had to get out of the house. I have no work this week and I just went to the library. I am here now and I just had a large coffee and ate an egg sandwich. Then my head wouldn’t stop pounding. Then I spent $3.75 om Red Bull. I don’t know what it is doing to me, but I feel so light headed. There are couches here and I really want to just lay down and relax. But I feel my brain too active to sleep.

So I don’t know what to do today. I have books and I love being in the library so I just feel like reading in a quiet place.

I am sitting across this girl in the library who is talking to her mom. She is done school and I guess doing another degree and she is asking her mom on the phone to fill out financial aide form for her and giving her her login information and password. I was like huh? How old is this girl and can’t she do it her self?

People need to grow up. I think I need to get out of her and stop sitting next to kids.

Random Thoughts, Sleepy Post