No more count downs, time to really work!

I got tired of numbers and having to explicitly display the remaining days of Ramadan. We got the point, right? Someone should have mentioned that earlier and stopped my boringness. Is boringness a real world? the dictionary picked it up as correctly spelled.. wtf… I need to brush up on my vocabulary.. I am becoming rusty! Anyways, so what did I do today? Well, I have been awake since 5 am contemplating if I should go back to sleep, but I decided to take a shower and watch TV instead. Yaay, great morning.. As I left the house, the temperature was brutally hot. It was almost 30 degrees high today. That’s hot for end of September. What’s up with the weather? Summer has to say bye bye soon. It has been fall for like 3 or 4 days already. I miss wearing a jacket! It hides a lot of unwanted things! :mrgreen:

As I was walking, the clouds decided to drop a few of their watery friends on top of my head. I screamed and ran for cover before the bus came. I was so mad. One thing I don’t like in life is rain! I rather have snow and a lot of it then wet rain. It is just dark and gloomy with such weather.

I got to work and I caught up with life. I noticed I have lots of homework, lots of actual work and lots of real life work. Did I say real life work? I guess I am loosing it. What’s my life? I don’t have one. I limited it by books and work. My brain is constantly stimulated by new information. It’s great. I love it. I feel that my brain is growing in knowledge which I love.

So the server at work was down, I blame the head poncho with that problem. So I really could not do anything productive, so I spent it reading up on my projects and trying to write things out and make sure I am on the right track. After the lunch brake which I spent it watching a co-worker play a game on Facebook on his laptop. Yes, Facebook applications have live card games! Go figure. I rather just keep using something so static as Zombie application and bite people. It’s more fun! haha..

The boss man came back after the brake and we decided to play for a bit some UT. I was like what the hell, I already lost any motivation to do any work, so virtually killing my co-workers is a cherry on top of a great big fat fudgy day! I guess time swept really fast and we played all afternoon. As we were playing, we kept insulting each other and making fun of each other. I guess game play really helps put out the anger towards your co-workers as you scream at them for killing you! “Damn it!! Why the @#!@# you killed me you stupid !@#! head!” :lol: Not in those exact words, but you see my point.

Moreover, what I noticed about some co-workers is too much knowledge they have about me. I know my biggest mistake thus far is telling people about my blog. I didn’t mind in the beginning, but I guess I did it because I had a kick ass site that looks awesome and I wanted to share it with people I know. I didn’t tell just anyone, only selected few people I trusted. Well, I threatened them as I told them about it, but who has proof I sent out threats with my blog link? So what amazes me that how some people know me too well cause of my blog and say somethings from my blog about me. It’s like they psychologically notice my behaviour and analyze it from my blog. It is spooky, and they know I am a bit nutty. I wonder if they read it daily? Hmm. I don’t care.. It’s all good to me and it is public.

As we were playing, my boss told us that we have to switch gears and work on a bunch of flash games for kids. I was like finally. However, one idiot that works with me said, “I guess we have to hire a new person to do flash design and art!” I heard that I was about to murder him! My boss said, “no, Mona is doing it and you guys will have to assist in various ways throughout the design and implementation.” The idiot said, “well we don’t have any creativity, so we can’t help.” My boss said, “it’s ok, Mona will do that and I will figure out other stuff you guys can do too with the game.”

God I hate that guy.. didn’t I mention that before? How fucken useless he is and all he does it whines about work like someone is given him so much work that he spends 12 hours a day on it! What an idiot! Did I mention that already?? A MILLION TIMES! God, just thinking about it makes me cringe with disgust. I was happy when he was away yesterday and last Friday.. He had to come back today and enchant us with his sarcasm and bull-shit!

Anyways, I can now do something more exciting and make fun cute games for kids! (God is finally reading my blog! No really!!?? lool) Heheh.. I can’t wait. I guess someone or some organization is donating money towards this game and I guess I will start implementing ASAP. Which is great but at the same time hectic. I feel I just added another course at an advanced level in Flash game design and I have an assignment due in November! Aah, just the thought is making me want to vomit with fear. But at the same time, I have to look at the positive side. If I wasn’t given this project my life time at work would have ended soon before I lost my sanity, but now I am looking forward to the challenges yet again. I guess I am always pumped up in the early stages of software design. I hope I do well on this and master the art of flash game design and get some help from my co-workers too. I don’t know about their flash skills, but I can help them and they can help me. It sucks some times I am the only one at work with any creativity or design skills. However, I feel a bit special and I remember the reasons why I was hired in the first place and why I stayed this long. I guess I will have a different view point in about a 3 or 4 months about this anyways! :lol:

Ahh, God help me!

I will be drinking a lot of Red Bull and making music out of it exactly like this video! :lol:

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